for a while now ive wanted to be famous so bad. that sounds bad but dont judge me im not a narcissist. but i dont want to be a celebrity celebrity i want to be like a faceless famous who gets fanfics and fanarts like dream or corpse.

of course i know i have to earn it by being talented, but yall could help me a bit. right now i have two different options to centre my 'career'. one music or two youtube.

if i did youtube it would probably be like minecraft videos or other games and eventually it would basically just be me streaming with others and interacting with chat.

if i did that would yall be interested in watching me ?
if no, is there a reason why ? like you just dont like minecraft videos or you dont want to watch me ?

if i went down the music option i would probably focus on writing songs for yall so i get engagement you know. eg writing on a topic you suggest or about a bnha character (it would be super subtle but you would know)

i kinda just want to know if you would listen to music id release if i went down that path.

finally either way i was envisioning that if i ever get famous yall would just keep this account to yourself. like our little secret. one because my parents would probably find out and two if too many people found it i wouldn't be able to post as much without thinking extremely carefully about it .

and i was thinking that i could release details here first give you codes to use for merch or something and maybe start a discord server cause yall would have been here from the beginning. so youd get special treatment for just being here.

would you like if i did that?

anyway if you have anything to say please do even if its you're crazy that's never gonna happen or that yall support me. i just want to know so i can see if i should involve yall in my journey or just leave you in the dark and never tell you if i ever get fans.