*Anti POV*

"Hey Dark? Could I talk to you?" I asked Dark. It was night and Y/N had gone to sleep. I was trying to wake up Dark

"Anti what the fuck is so important that you needed to wake me up?" he growled

"I...I wanna be real" I said

"Anti we all do" Dark started to roll back over to go to bed

"No Dark that's not what I mean. I mean...actually cross-over to the real world" I said

Dark froze "Why?"

"Y/N" I said "She seems so awkward with us being invisible"

"Anti please tell me you're joking" Dark begged "You know-"

"I know what happens. I know it means I can't see you anymore, that I can't hear you. Y/N can though" I said

Dark actually had tears in his eyes "And me? What about me? I'm your best friend Anti...you're my only friend"

"I..." I fought back tears "Wilford does it repeatedly for sketches with Mark, so why can't I go back and forth?"

Dark sat up and looked at me with sad eyes "I don't know how he does that...but if you're-" Dark's voice broke for a minute "If you're serious...you have to plan now. You have to get everything in order, everything to give you a real being"

I nodded and sighed unevenly "Dark you've been like a brother to me ever since we were kids...thank you for everything"

Dark hugged me tightly. I could hear him crying quietly on my shoulder. I shushed him and told him it was okay...even though it wasn't

*Next Morning*

I stayed up most of the night unsure if I really wanted to go through with this. Could I leave all my friends and younger brother? I shook my head to clear myself of thoughts. Let's worry about that later. I had the whole frickin' weekend to decide this. Dark woke up eventually and gave me a distant look as if I were dead. I felt tears form in my eyes as I looked at the ground

"Dark it's nothing you did" I said "I just know that someone in the real world is gonna ask Y/N out and she'll forget about me and I don't want that to happen"

"I understand...I don't know if I fully respect your choices...but I want you to be happy" he said before going to he bathroom to get changed

I was left there to collect my thoughts. I sighed and started to play with my knife, throwing it up in the air and catching it over and over. I stared at my absence of my reflection in my blade. My heart hurt. I was torn between two worlds. Y/N. Dark. Y/N. Dar-

"OW!" I hissed as the blade sliced my finger open a little

I held it in my mouth trying to stop the blood from getting on the floor as I went to the bathroom. I knocked on the door

"Dark? I need some bandages!" I said

The door opened and Dark stuck his head out "The hell did you do now?"

"I was playing catch with my knife and the blade was open" I said before holding my finger in my mouth

"Hold on" Dark shut the door but opened it a moment later, after having gotten changed

"Alright hop up on the counter. Let's fix you up" Dark sighed

I did so and it brought back memories of me and Dark as kids, making it stab my heart with sadness and regret for things I hadn't even done yet

"Earth to Anti?" Dark said snapping his fingers in front of my face

"Huh?" I said

"You ok?" he asked

I shook my head "Going to the real world...I don't think I can do that"

Dark tilted his head "What changed?"

"Dark I can't just leave my brothers behind" I told him

"Don't you mean brother? JackGlitch is only one person" he laughed

"Hm...let me count. 1" I pointed back in the room before pointing at him "2. Yep, it's supposed to be plural"

Dark stared at me in shock before hugging me tightly

"Dark...little too tight!" I gasped for air

"Shh...shut up and let me hug you" Dark said 

(A/N: OK so the reader wasn't technically in here but OMG this was just hurting my heart so much I had to write it. Also I made an 'at' symbol somewhere and IDK how to get rid of it so just ignore it ok? Also...Anti...my heart...x.x)