Yeah, idk if I said this in this book, but I'm pansexual. If you don't know what that is, look it up.

Well there are two different times I kissed girls, but one of the times I just don't count because it was forced. (FUCK YOU TRUTH OR DARE)

My first ever kiss ( I don't count it tho) was with my good friend. (Lets call her Molly)  I was moving, so she came to visit me before I left. My best friend wanted to play truth or dare and we agreed. My best friend dared me to make out with Molly. I was hesitant, but Molly just went and kissed me. I was like wtf just happened.. I don't count this because it was planned and I don't think I should count this as my first kiss because of truth or dare. 

So, in brazil, I was invited to my friends birthday. It was simple, at the mall, but we had a lot of fun. In Cami's (not her real name) friend group, there was this one girl.. she seemed pretty cool and I was kinda drawn to her for some reason. We talked, but not very much until the end of the day when everyone was going home. she asked me if I was bi and I said kinda. We exchanged numbers for some reason and we started becoming really good friends. Then flirting started, then plans to hook up, (hooking up is normal in brazil. don't judge)and yeah. Months passed and my dad called me saying that i was going home because he found a cheap airplane ticket. That hit me hard. I told the girl this and we decided to see each other before I went back to the us. 

let me just get into it

When she saw me, she gave me a peck on the lips and i was like: ??? and ;) :) :D

One thing lead to another and we ended up kissing in the bathroom. She pinned me to a wall and kissed me. One thing I learned in brazil was GODDAMN BRAZILIANS KNOW HOW TO KISS

It was pretty good