WARNING!: Self harm, Panic attacks and suicidal thoughts involved

Don't read if very Sensitive to this kind of stuff.

Marks Pov

We were walking to my place and I had jack next to me. Its best if I keep an eye on him cause I don't wanna see him Do that agian.

We arrive at my place and I open the door for him. As he walked in he seemed scared and shy. I watched him look around my house.

"T-this is a very nice h-house you have, but if im gonna stay the night i'll sleep on the couch"

I looked at him with a consered face

"No your sleeping in the guest bedroom"

Jack nods a yes and he walks to the bedroom and closes the door. I decide to order pizza for dinner so I called them and ordered the pizza.

Jack's Pov

I walk into the guest bedroom and grab something out of my pocket, A razor, I put it to my skin and start to cut. I see blood rush out of the wound. I sign and tear up. After a few cuts, I wrap the cut up in bandaids I had in my pocket and put everything away. I sit up and lay in the bed looking at the ceiling thoughts rushing through my brain.

"Why are you still alive?!"

"You Dont belong!"

"Just Kill yourself!!"

I cant take it anymore, Im having a panic attack! I start to freak out and start to slam my head on the wall

BANG!
BANG!
BANG!

Then I start to feel dizzy, I fell to the floor. I saw the door open but not who. My Vision was white and blurry. Then everything was suddenly dark.