After the guys and I had driven back to the hotel, Andy insisted on sharing a bed together.

I chuckled. "Sure."

I went to go change into some sweatpants and an baggy t-shirt that belonged to Andy, but by the time I walked back to our bed, he was already sound asleep. "Sleep well, love," I whispered quietly and gave him a kiss on the forehead.
I decided to go out on the patio. The city was still very much active, and you could only see a few stars. I took a deep breath of the fresh air and sat down. I closed my eyes and listened to the sounds of the city​.

I wish I could avoid my mind forever. Tami's face flashed in my mind. Bloody, bruised, desperate, and psychotic. Why did she pretend to be kidnapped? Wasn't she making a life for herself? I thought it was okay. I thought we were okay. I thought..She was okay. I sighed, pulling at my hair as tears streamed down my face. How could I do that? How could I kill my best friend? Why was she with Liam? Who was that girl?

I wiped away my tears. I guess I'll never know, considering they're just ash. I replayed the whole thing over and over. Zoe falling to the ground, Bryan impaling himself, Bryan getting shot, taking out the girl, beating up Tami, killing her...

"STOP!!" I screamed, hitting the ground until the skin on my knuckles was getting torn and bloody. My tears continued to flow, and I couldn't take it anymore. I had to leave. I had to forget.

I was having trouble breathing, but I didn't care. I quickly, and as quietly as I could, shuffled around the hotel room gathering all of my stuff and tossing it into my backpack and suitcase.

I have to leave. I have to leave. I have to leave. I have to leave. I must escape.

Run.

Those were the only things on my mind as I finally got all of my things together. The best I could with a trembling hand, I wrote a letter to Andy for when he woke up.

"I'm sorry.." I muttered, looking back at Andy's sleeping figure, and walked out the door with my things.

I walked down the hall to Sky and Zoe's room and practically pounded on the door. Zoe finally opened the door and was about to scream at me when she saw the anxious mess I was, and let me in.

"(Y/N)? What's wrong? Why are you here at three in the morning?" Zoe went to make me some tea as I sat down on a chair. Sky shuffled out of bed and gave me a hug.

"Hey, it's gonna be alright we're here for you," Sky whispered more comforting words as she stroked my hair. I stopped crying, but my trembling wouldn't subside. Zoe placed a mug on the table beside and took a chair to sit across from me.

"Have some tea and tell us what happened," Zoe said, placing her hand on mine. I nodded, and lifted the mug to my chapped lips to take a sip. I had no idea what it was, but it was delicious.

"I..I need to run away," I blurted out, but that only made Sky and Zoe more confused.

"Run?"

"Yes. I need to leave. I don't know for how long, but I need to find myself," I whispered as I put down the mug. Another tear escaped and my bottom lip began to quiver.

"Leave where? Why do you want to go?" Sky asked as she wiped away the stray tear.

"I don't know, but I can't be here anymore," I sobbed, becoming as much of a mess on the outside as I was inside, "I need to leave. I need to go out on my own and just live free." I said, trying to convince myself more than them that this was what I needed.

"Is this about... Boston?" Zoe asked slowly, picking her choice of words with thought and care.

"Y-Yes.." I stuttered, more tears following as the scenes replayed in my mind again.

"Okay." They both said simultaneously.

"What?" I looked at both of them in surprise.

"Okay," Zoe said. "We love you, and it kills us to see you like this. You were always more sensitive when it came to certain... things."

"Thank you. Be sure to tell the guys that I'm sorry and I'll come back. I promise." I said, my voice shaking as I stood up.

Zoe and Sky both gave me hugs and as I was about to walk out the door, I stopped.

"Are you missing something?" Zoe asked.

"Bryan's still in Boston, right?" I looked back to them and they both nodded.

"Okay, I love you both. I'll be back, I promise." I walked out the door and shut it behind me, tears threatening to spill again. I refused. I bit my lip and walked down the hallway​, into the elevator, and out of the hotel. I had quite a bit of money from some bets I made with the guys, so I think I could afford a plane ticket to Boston.

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I gave the money to the cab driver, and he sped off. I was finally at the airport.

It was pretty cold, but honestly I didn't care anymore. I walked into the airport and got in line to get some tickets to Boston. I prepared everything to make the purchase of the tickets quicker, and once I got them I just had to wait an hour and I was off.

I got some coffee and once I finished it, my flight was already going to take off. Yawning, I went to my seat, having already put away my suitcase, and sat down next to the window. I plugged in my earbuds and listened to music until I fell asleep.

Hey!! I updated!!!

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Well anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter and sorry it's a bit short but woooaaahhhh

Leaving, huh?

What do you think is gonna happen?

How do you think Andy will react?

When will she come back?

I already know, but feel free to guess :3

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