https://youtu.be/k16iTslF9Aw

My curent mood....it feels as if something's bothering me but idk what, my mind is completely blank ....I'm not sure what it is but it keeps bothering me and pulling at my core as if it's trying to pull me in deeper into this pit of madness....*looks down and frowns trying to blink away tears and bites my lip* idk, what's wrong with me....I feel like everything is wrong with me.....idk if I should stay and deal with bullshit and "move forward" which apparently I haven't moved forward at all....I'm still on square, I never moved at all.....I'm such an idiot, so stupid and useless...it's no wonder no one wants me...I'm such a glitch, a virus, a bacterial contamination of society...no one wants me or even cares about how I feel....I should just die....