When I was just a child my life was nothing but a horror film. My "parents" were nothing but fools. When I found out that I was adopted by the age of 7 that's when everything went downhill from there. The two used to beat me for not being good in school nor awakening my powers like the other kids, to them I was just a way to make money and fame. Every day it was study, training, work, and mental training. I hardly ate anything and had no time for friends nor free time it was "worthless" still wonder how those two even met...maybe someone sold her to him or something.

One day my father played Batman Arkham Knight and saw the way how Jason Todd was killed, and he thought to himself if Jason could fall under the Jokers torture why couldn't I? That asshole of a father compared my life to a video game it's just madness how low my life was to him.

So he stuck me in an abandoned hospital for a year with a damn psycho! Every day it was torture the man always beat me half to death! I was only 10! I don't know how I survived that horrible experience! That monster would do the exact same thing as the Joker. He stuck me to a chair and beat me with a crowbar, then he also tied me up and say words that got into my head he was smart and determine, I didn't let him get into my head easy but slowly day by day he was finding his way in my head I could even hear his voice when he's not near, and he would beat me so harshly so brutal so barbaric it was just too much, he even stuck me with the same thing the Joker put on Todd! Yes, a J it's still on my face till this day. But out of all of the torture, he did it he actually did it he actually got me to awaken my powers of darkness ice and help me get better grades. It was just...I don't even know what to call it, how could a madman know how to bring the best out of me?

After the year was up I returned home. I thought my life would finally turn around I could finally start acting like a normal kid...but the hell haven't even started yet. After I got back my parents adopted two more children, a girl, and a boy, they must of thought that I wouldn't accomplish anything so they took in some new kids. The two of them was better than me in combat and solving mysteries. I think that what my parents wanted for the three of us I think they wanted us to be like Batman the greatest detective ever, I actually saw some customs in their room and I was actually surprised that they had one for me, but as they saw the two getting better and better they re-started the torture for me and it got even worse.

Instead of normal training, I was put through the most insane training ever. I was put in far out places to live on my own. Jungles, deserters, rain forest, the ocean anything that could make me better, day in and day out monster's, animals, insects, killer plants, and crazy villagers were everywhere at every turn, you had to have not just a will to survive but also needed a way to stay sane. In the end, the only one I could count on was myself.

Years have past and I finally turned 13. And for my birthday I had to fight my siblings and yes both of them beat the shit outta me so as a result I was beaten to the point of death and was told I was worthless. The thing was I had the powers and skills to beat them but I couldn't bring myself to seeing them suffer, if I started to be better than them the things that I went through for my whole life, they could easily take my place. So I protected them in the shadows I acted like I still didn't learn a thing and I'm still useless, but one day things changed.

My parents made us kill a random person and it was sad because of his background, the man was a businessman who was pretty rich he had a wife, kids that loved him, dearly he helped many people he actually save more than one life before he had many followers and was very known. After the two heard of his story they couldn't bring themselves to kill someone who didn't do anything wrong so my father spit on the two then he looked at me and handed me an untraceable gun and for some reason I didn't share the same feelings of the two, I took and gun and looked the man in the eye I could tell he was terrified I could see all of his emotions I knew he felt fear then I pulled the trigger and killed him.

After that, the two children were getting tortured for having a weak heart. I heard my father raped the girl with no mercy. I was pissed at the fact that I pulled the trigger cause of my dumb vibe to kill, those two had to suffer and it tore me apart. Some days have passed and my father wanted a talk with me. He sat me down and gave me a long look. "I know that you've been letting yourself down so you could keep those other worthless kids safe from me and your mother." And I think I knew something terrible was coming after that my heart dropped for a moment waiting for what was coming next the look in his eye told me you've fucked up and the pause was killing me and I knew he knew that I was scared. "So now their lives are now in your hands, what I mean by that is every time you on purpose not try during training I will kill the two and don't worry if they can't keep up with you than me and your mother will just torture them till they do. Oh and I knew you were in the room when I was having sex with your sister your actually getting better at stealth but don't do it again till you can't be seen or heard just because I'm fucking your sister doesn't mean I'm not on guard." He laughed evilly after that.

Months have passed since and I kept getting better so those two wouldn't die. For some reason, I didn't understand why I was even trying to keep them alive. Day by day I kept asking myself that I mean it was just dumb but for some reason, I kept going at it protecting the two like it was MY life on the line like it was me who was going to die if I haven't made progress. I knew at first I didn't want them to go through what I went through but either they die or get tortured so why care? I could tell they wish for death why not let them die!? So after I thought long and hard about it I finally decided to let them die.

The next day I was waiting for the training to start. But no one showed up so I thought my parents were torturing the two, maybe mom will finally fuck the boy both ways. She take it and give it. Maybe it will happen cause my father never fucks her now that he got a younger body to work with, so she probably been stress about not getting dick for a long time and a young dick sounds good to her. I went to sneak food for myself then went back to the training room.

After awhile I couldn't stand waiting so I ran throughout the house looking for anything that could be a clue. I finally came to a stop when the smell of blood went inside my noise, I followed the scent for awhile and it took me to the children room. At first, I didn't want to enter the room due to thinking of the crazy shit they're doing to the poor kids, but it would be fun to see if those two are fucking each other with the kids. No I don't mean it that way but anyway.

As I entered the room the smell of blood turned into nothing compared to what I saw. I saw both my mother and father hung from the ceiling, face covered in blood some teeth out, my mother chest was torn off and my father's dick was....on a plate. I saw the room a mess with weapons all over the floor and it looks like someone was pissed with all of the holes on my father whole body...but I heard a lick of nothing and there no way someone could've broken in they would be dead right on the spot plus the way my parents look it couldn't have been anyone but the two children. Yes it must have but that doesn't explain how I couldn't hear a sound it would be crazy my ears almost have super human abilities, then I took a look around and saw why. Someone changed the door, looks like kids been studying me learning how my ears work...it seem they been planning this for awhile. But they knew I wouldn't care about their death but they knew I wanted in and their hatred wouldn't let me in they're way.

But something bothers me about this, those two little brats had a problem with killing so how could the muster something so disgusting? I didn't have much time to think I started to hear police sirens coming my way, and I knew it was coming for this house because those two wanted the world to know what they've done. Well, I had a few options, one let them take me so I can get adopted again nor run away and find a new way to live maybe I could say I did the murder and go to jail ...or just kill the cops.

The cops stormed into the house I went back to my room and acted like I was sleep...for a second then I actually went to sleep I don't know how but I did. Later I woke up in a room in a bed no not behind bars. I got up and seen someone sleeping in a chair it was a woman I just looked at her for awhile wondering what she was doing in here, I mean she had no cop uniform nor looked like a lawyer so what is this? It took awhile for the lady to wake up when she finally did she looked at me with a cute smile and for some reason, my heart felt warm and happy maybe because I never seen a smile before or because this lady just felt right to me. "Hello, my name is Grace. I already know your name is Rose." The thing was it been so long since I heard my name I can say I almost forgot about it completely, I was so happy when she said it. I wanted to...smile.

"Yes that's my name, but why are you here?" Grace patted my. "I'm your new mother staring today and don't worry I wont bite."

Hours later she took me a very nice house it was as big as "my" old one. I only hope there nothing here that would remind me of it. We entered the home and it was pretty normal no weapons no training room no nothing just normal. Grace grabbed my hand and took me to the living room there were two kids, a man, and a dog, they all looked at me for awhile I didn't know what to say then the man stood up and walked to me he gave me a small smile. "Hello there Rose, I know your life was rough but trust me that's all over now." For some reason, I felt happy again like I actually thought maybe this time for real my life could change for the better. Then the two kids ran to me and grabbed my legs I actually thought it was kinda cute. The man taps my shoulder and pulled a game out from his pocket...to a ps4 I didn't understand why but I went with it and played.

5 month passed since then and my life was going great. The family, the Small's was just a peaceful fun loving family that didn't enjoy combat nor being protectors. All they ever cared about was each other and the time they shared. At first, I felt a little bad for butting in their family but they accepted me with open arms and every day was just something better, I've grown bond of them very much. We went to movies, played games, go to the zoo and tried anything new that came our way. It felt like heaven.

Then I started to go to school...grade wise I would be ready but the whole making friends thing wasn't going to be easy at all. My first day I had already gotten into a...I would say fight but that wouldn't be the right choice of words. I gotten into a beat down I say that because I trashed the kid but, it all started because he said I was acting all high and mighty because I got all 100% on every test, but I just ignored him then he threw a punch and of course I kicked his ass after, the hell are you gonna get jealous by how cool I look and how smart I am? After that, my school life was done, either the students feared me or wanted to fight and I assure you I wasn't going to back down from anyone.

But there was someone who always came to me. Her name was Olivia Dash when I first her she was falling...from the top of the school building. It was to see if her powers were flying and clearly it's not so I saved her by catching her with my ice. When she noticed me she gave me a big goofy smile, "So cool, you have ice powers but why is it so dark and feel so empty?" To be honest I wanted to know that for myself for a very long time the thing is ice powers are very rare not even a handful of people have it I say about 7% of the world has ice powers and most of them are really famous. "Sorry I don't know the answer myself." She looks like that wasn't the answer she was looking for, she gave me a powdy face. "Fine don't tell me, meanie." I didn't understand why she thought I was lying but I went with it. Then her friends came running her way out of breath looks like they tried to stop her before she jumped. "Olivia, what were you thinking? And why is there ice here?" Then Olivia pointed at me and her friends looked scared like a ghost was in front of them. A girl went to whisper in her ear. "Why are you hanging around him? That boy is trouble and I hear he's a pervert." I had good hearing from my training days so I heard every word and I couldn't believe all the crazy rumors they make about me. Olivia took a good look at me before responding. "Him? But he doesn't seem like that type of person​." The girls flinched at what she said and pulled her away, I didn't know what was happening but I know what I was gonna do eat!

The next day Olivia sat next to me at lunch...I didn't know why but everyone was in shock do I really scare them like that? She pulled out her own lunch and started to stuff her face, I didn't know if she a kid or toddler she saw her friends and wave for them to come over but they went somewhere else. We didn't say a word to each other... actually we couldn't, she kept stuffing her face and I couldn't look I just wondered how could she possibly eat so much. After I was done eating I threw out my leftovers and left I went outside and laid in the grass area where I went to sleep. I woke up minutes later due to someone standing over me and being me I thought it was a teacher so I kept laying there with my eyes closed after awhile the person was still there but felt closer I opened my eyes to see Olivia head over mine. "What are you doing here kid?" She back away a little and smiled. "Just making sure no one mess with you." She pointed back to where some kids were on the ground they looked beat up. "So who did that?" She chuckled. "Me of course." I couldn't believe her such a strange girl...or an idiot.

After everything we...ok she followed me everywhere in school it wasn't soo bad even though she pissed me off by doing stupid shit, but honestly, I think it's better than being alone. But I couldn't say the same for her, her friends stopped talking to her ever since following me I almost felt bad for her but I also felt like she didn't care I wanted to say sum but left it alone.

And one day someone knocked on my door and of course, it was Olivia probably followed me again. Grace was soo excited a friend came to visit so she let her in then Olivia ran up to me and tried to hug me but I dodged. She fell face first then she looked back at me with a mad face it was kinda cute though. "Why you dodge me? You meanie!" She got up and started to hit me...she such a child, I let out a sigh then pinned her down to the ground. She calmed down after that so I let her up then she hugged me and gave me a kiss on my cheek. The man walked in and saw everything. "Oh Rose a girlfriend?" I didn't know how to respond to that​, cause she always around me. She walked up to him and shook his hand. "Yup staring today I am. My name is Olivia and yours?" The man chuckled. "Nail."

Wow how could she decide that herself?

Hours later we were all at the dinner table. The two kids played with Olivia...ironic to me, and the rest ate. Grace looked at me and smiled I didn't understand why but then she looked at Olivia then back to me I sigh after understanding what she was doing. Then I noticed Nail was trying to slip me something under the table I took it and saw...a...condom...I didn't have any words I just got up and went to the back yard hearing the two laughing.

While I was sitting outside I could hear all of them having a good time I look into the sky remembering my past and looked back to see how my future is going and I couldn't be happier.

Olivia came out and sat on my lap she looked into the sky and put her hand on mine, she didn't say a word but grip my hand more tightly she turned around and kissed me...and I loved it when we stopped she didn't say a word but laid her head on my lap after awhile we both went to sleep.

2 years passed and I turned 15. The protectors had it rough this year after someone named Fallen showed up bringing a crazy amount of monsters with him but they were still doing a pretty good job at keeping the monsters at bay.

And me and Olivia was enjoying ourselves to some training after I helped her get her powers of lightning she wanted to become a protector because her father was one and he wasn't a joke I took him on and his powers felt endless, but I'll get better than him soon.

After training Olivia went home...surprisingly so I went home too. When I reached the door I put my key in but it was already unlocked, I knew something was up because we'd never do that... expect me but I rushed in the house to see two guys holding my family hostage. They noticed me and pointed a gun at Nail head. "Rose if you resist we will be forced to kill this family and if you do kill us there are people ready to blow this house down." I knew what they were here for my powers they must be after all they started to collect all of the ice users after the monsters started to appear but those weren't uniforms of protectors that means they're a secret organization. Grace full of tears waves her hands to me. "Don't worry about us Rose go save yourself we promise everything will be ok." She could say that but her eyes were full of lies then Nail gave me a thumb up. "Listening to your mother don't worry about us go!" I couldn't I just can't, I wanted to save them I didn't want to see them dead I love them too much I already knew what had to be done. "Fine I'll go just leave them alone...but one wrong move everyone in your lil play house and all family will die." The family cried even harder after hearing my answer as the man put me in some sort of special handcuffs I heard them screaming my name as I walked out the house.

We stopped at a very large building probably their hideout. As we entered this woman that stood in front of me hit me with a stick it smelled kinda funny then I took a good look at her, her face was red and and she was a little outta breath and her legs was shaking a little...GROSS she was masturbating before she came out and hit me with her damn stick! She looked at me closely. "Looks like you notice so that mean you had a lot of training and then some to tell that I was masturbating maybe you'll do it for me sometimes."

Ugh she reminds me of someone dead.

5 months past and what I learned was little. First, this place is called Revolution and their goal is to find ice user and use them to kill the Fallen and they'll do whatever it takes complete their goal. Not much to go on but.

What we do is train like hell learning ways to beat your enemies how to kill without any hesitation and more and if you don't show results torture to death...I think I know DEAD people like that.

It was just as bad...actually better than before but the thing was my family, I miss them so much it hurts. Every day I think about them and all the time we shared I never felt anything better than them.

And Olivia I miss her annoying ass so much I cry everytime I think about them and I bet they miss me even more. But one day ill see them again.

Two weeks later I was in bed.

I woke up due to someone shaking me when I woke up I saw the most beautiful and very familiar face ever, it was Olivia! I couldn't believe it. "You idiot why are you here?" She shh me...wow I usually had to do that to her.

She handed me a key for my handcuffs. "I miss you ya know?" She was crying while saying that I wanted to do the same but held it in until we left.

I unlocked the handcuffs and we ran out the door...no not no cell. We hit a corner and looked around it looks like no one around before I took a step Olivia grabbed me. "Sorry I took another way." She lifts the floor up and there was a hole...man the things she learned while I was away.

We went down the hole and it took us an hour to get far enough from the organization when we finally had time for a break we looked at each other and hugged and I tell you it felt amazing. "Olivia what wrong with you? Doing this could get us all killed." She didn't look to worry though. "Well, the thing is I made sure everyone moved to a very far and safe location were they won't get tracked down easily trust me. And me and you will start living together till we fully know we're safe."

She put her hands on my face and started to tear up. "I miss you very much every minute everyone cried about letting you go and Nail still hate himself for not protecting his family but it's all over now."

I knew she was right I had to believe she was. We got up and started to walk into a forest.

I got to call the Small family and it felt so nice to hear their voices again I mean that place I was in was hell emotionally not physically, they were too weak to hurt me. After I hung up Olivia held my hand I was happy to feel it again then she laid on my shoulder for awhile.

We arrived at the house that Olivia mentioned it wasn't half bad I suppose that even Olivia could pick up things while I was away.

We couldn't go to big places because we knew they could be watching at any moment ready to take me back and kill Olivia and the rest of the family.

But the time me and Olivia spend together was incredible, we did everything together and there was nothing ever to worry about.

2 years passed and I finally turned 17.

I was walking home and I couldn't wait to get back home. Me and Olivia was fucking all day and we needed more condoms before another round. But all that happiness went away when I saw our door wide open and flashes of memories came rushing to my head of the night I was taken away. Then I snapped out of it I ran inside hoping that this wouldn't be the like before, my heart racing sweat coming down my head almost out of breath scared not for my life but Olivia's. I went through every room in the house seeing everything completely trashed then I stopped at the last door my heart couldn't stand this waiting but I just didn't want to know the answer.

I walked in and got my answer...Olivia was dead.

A/N

Soo the reason why the front is like that is because there was a thing about making this book fully first person or not so I had to ask many people and got my answer and ull see next chapter

And sad part I really loved Olivia idk why I killed her she so amazing