Hello!

This might seem super random, and it is, but... some awful memories had resurfaced when I looked at one of my old google doc's a few days ago.  It was of screenshots I took, ranting about this specific person I've grown to dislike throughout the years. Built of pain, fear, anger, frustration, confusion, everything negative.

Seeing those words and screenshots just made me angry all over again, I could see my past self suffering emotionally.

Then I realized that I'm not actually over it at all.

It doesn't help that I see him on TikTok as well, but of course it's still my choice, I have blocked him but I still go back to see whatever he's openly said online. Just to use as evidence and to see if he's changed as a person... He has not.

And in this book, I will explain my personal experience with Joseph, aka Calistrobe.

TW: mentions of inappropriate behavior featuring minor & adults, if that makes you uncomfortable or triggers you, then please don't read this if you've experienced the same things I did, and please, ask for help.

You're not alone.

I have not told this story to anyone, I don't know who to tell really... I will try to put together my evidence as best I can, like getting time dates/years right and explaining what I was feeling at the moment. I want the information to be accurate, just to help you understand ^^

Edit: If you notice this book sometimes being randomly updated, it's because I end up rereading and catching a few mistakes of me not censoring the names of my friends enough. I genuinely want to cover their names for safety reasons and out of respect. The only names you should be seeing are mine and his.