I feel like I owe you guys an explanation to why my chatting with some of you guys has stopped or slowed.

I am in such a crappy mood don't test me, I will bite. It is not even funny. I hate crying I don't like to cry I feel like I am showing weakness. Yet, I want to cry to let it out. I am on meds to help with my hormones and it works my constant mood swings stopped. I feel happy like I am normally, I am still a happy giddy girl even at that time thanks to these meds.

It mostly started or when I fell into this emotionless/I-don't-care state was at dance. With me trying not to show my torn pride, well, it feels like it is my pride being torn...........

Plus, health for a family member is going down and my mom might have to stay when we go back. I am ok with this, I think......it...forget it, it is not like.....never mind

I'll stop talking now..........