You want to know how I feel on a daily basis? 

Makes me cry every time I realize I lived the way described?

Look up "To this day project" by Shane Koyczan.

I grew up insecure. I grew up wanting friends. I grew up wanting love. 

I was not beautiful, I'm still not.

I grew to be selfish. Wanting things that no one could have, so they could never have it.

Why am I even saying this?

Maybe I needed to make this one on a personal level. Let you guys know more about me.

They were wrong. They have to be wrong....