It's kind of funny.

Thinking about it now, I don't know if I can show my self without feeling ridiculed stares.

It's not too late, but it is. I started and I don't want to stop.

I would say it will be devastating to have my image shattered by him, his reaction. But he doesn't know me...

What do you do to get noticed by a man who gives his heart to everything he does, when all you do is give all your heart to him?

Feeling jammed now.