I left you all.. people who fell in love with me
And my friendly smile and action's... I guess I was going insane with the boredom not feeling anything.. not wanting to talk anymore.. I only told one of you of departing.. the rest of you.. hahha.. didn't expect a thing you woke up normal.

And you all got up though of texting me, but I didn't answer.. you waited and I still didn't answer...

                   1 month later

Still no answer, you all cried and looked for me sending me text and I.. or I checked in on one of you.. the same I told of my departing.. I never once checked what you all said.. some of you forgot about me.. moved on and some of you just.. didn't.. it's surprising.

The day I came back oh man you guys were happy but.. all those days I was quite.. sad I didn't speak at all just nothing but thubs ups... I felt sad and alone I was thinking about having friends and I thought I could do it I really did... but I couldn't I wasn't capable and I didn't put much energy into It.

          Im sorry... but I'm broken

Hey.. so I know that was a weird story but it's what I did to myself and I'm doing it till this day .. I know I need help but my parents don't think it's a good idea for me or some shit I don't know I was supposed to get but I don't know what happened... so