Today in school was good but challenger, an after school program was bad.
JQ, and old "friend" that turned her back on me many, many times, kept bumping into me when I was talking. She knew I was getting annoyed but kept doing it. I went away to cry and a friend helped me out, she told the teacher. On the van JQ called me a crybaby under her breath. She also told me I needed to shut up and that I was annoying. I couldn't help but cry, everything was too much to handle. She complained about me and everything.
When she first came to the school she was rude, but I was certain we became friends, but she bullied me again. I gave her a second chance but it wasn't good. She left me out of things and pushed me far, yet she never got in trouble. It hurt me when sh went back even though she was a bully...
I know I shouldn't trust her, but I want to trust her, I want her to understand, I want her to be my friend. I don't understand why I always see this in people, is it because I'm special or what?