Before starting i want to apologize for not updating because i forgot where i save my draft, and finally found it, so this dream not the newest but hope you all enjoy it!

it's start in the empty room, the color of the room mostly grey and white, there is no floor or wallpaper on the walls, just like room of cement

there is three of us, first one is a girl tall and skinny with wavy long brown hair looking like a model, she's wearing a baby pink tank top and white cardigan and dark grey sport legging. she is my friend (i don't know is she my roommate or i befriend with her because my childhood, but i had feeling she's my friend but not that close)

the second person is a boy, he's role is my childhood best friend but i don't remember what his look like, i just remember he wore a white sweater and khaki (color) long pant

and the last one is me, i have the same hair style with the girl, wore white loose knit cardigan and i don't remember my pant or skirt

it's start in the empty room, the color of the room mostly grey and white, there is no floor or wallpaper on the walls, just like room of cement, the boy talking to his girlfriend in the serious mode, the girl just wandering to avoid the conversation with the boy, the boy look so frustrated -- i follow behind them -- i try to get attention from my childhood friend by calling him in a low voice and he just explode to me said something like this

boy     : can you just leave?? i'm talking to my gf now!
me      : i know but i talk to you first, so we should end this convo first, no?
boy     : what convo? oh your confession? that's it?
me      : what!? how can you take it so lightly?
boy     : so what you wish for? accept your feelings? I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AN-
me      : yeah i know but it's just i want to express my feeling,-
boy     : you gonna regret this! can we still be friend if you confess to me?
me      : i don't care! because you already a stranger after you go out with her! you act like you                      never know me! friend? you cut the ties first! if you want to ruin our friendship let's ruin it                completely so there's no lingering feeling whatever it's friendship or love!!!

after that i runaway to my apartment to crying.

one day (not sure how many times past by) my friend and his gf come to my apartment, and really i hate my friend attitude, after i opened the door for them, he just walk past me without looking at me and seat at my single sofa his gf pat me on my shoulder calming me.

me       : what you want?
boy      : (just silent and looking at window)
me       : why even come here if you stay silent?
boy gf : he wanna have a talk to you
me       : are you his speaker? can't he talk for his self?
boy gf : no but-
boy      : your so loud! (to me)
me       : you're the one come to my house!

the boy is silent again

 
me       : if you have nothing to say just leave then, i'm tired (i said with a low voice and open the                   door referring them to leave)
boy gf : can you wait a bit? (to me) babe can you just talk?
boy      : i can't accept your feeling, we're friend!
me       : i never insist you to accept my feelings, i said it because you not even considered me as                    your friend anymore, so what is so wrong to confess my feeling to you when we not even                  friend?
boy      : (i don't really remember what he said, but he denied that he ignored me)
me       : did you remember when our last hang out?
boy      : (silent)
me       : i know my feeling is a burden for you, that's why i confess to you so i can let you go                              completely

my friend listening silently like he seriously thinking about what i said

boy      : i... i just don't want to lose you, you are my precious friend even more than that!
me       : but why you ignored me? you treat me like a stranger
boy      : because i'm aware of your feeling
me       : so you aware all this time? and what about your act toward me before is that all the lie?
boy      : no!! i do care for you-
me       : so what is this? (i show him my long earring -- it's look like a long screw the color is copper with the glitter, so beautiful -- and crying)
boy      : (he look away)
me       : you give me this with the letter said that i'm precious and special person for you, always!(crying loudly)

my friend keep silent and hold his tears, his gf hug and patting me so i cry on her hug (?) -- i know it's weird

after that i woke up from my dream crying my eyes out while hugging my body pillow, the emotion after the dream remains until noon and affect my mood that day