I feel I'm turning into a pyromaniac. it's not just a macabre fascination anymore, it's a crippling, overwhelming urge to light things on fire. Today, I almost burned the school bathroom down. I was itching to burn something, I almost couldn't contain myself in class and the first thing I did after the bell rang was to head to the bathroom and burn my arm hair. The tension immediately fell, still I decided to burn a tissue. That turned out to be incredibly stupid, bc tissues tend to burn rly well and fast. I stood next to the trash container and only burned the tip of it. before I could register, the whole tissues caught fire in record-time, it burned my thumb and by a split second, it would have gotten to the trash container hadn't I thrown it into the sink FAST. the fire rly wasn't small tho, and everyone in the bathroom noticed.

From the distance I could hear some ppl call me crazy and as weird as it may sound it gave me chills.

I talked to truber and arsen about it and they assured me they didn't think I'm crazy and if so then it's the good "genius kind of crazy". I guess that's the most important part.