My diary to you, Anon.
October 23rd entry

[7:11 am] >Good morning, Anon. I fell asleep late last night talking to my current gf. It's hard to love her when you're the only thing I really wanted. We're soulmates, I truly believed, and I felt like I wanted you back, more than anything. I still think about you, even if I can't be with you and even if I'm the farthest thing from your mind. I feel tired so I'm gonna fall asleep. I'll talk to you later, Anon.

[2:33 pm] >Hey Anon. So I didn't sleep at all today, so I guess that's that. I'm on the bus on my way to the tech center now to pick up the others. Maybe I'll see you again. Apparently there's a half day at school tomorrow, and 10:45 is the dismissal. I wonder who you're trying to impress, or if it's just for yourself? Knowing you, it's for yourself. You weren't lying when you said you stopped hating yourself after you left me, right? I always knew you'd love yourself, since there's so much to love. I just didn't know you'd become so cold to me and abandon me at the hardest time in my life just to do so. I can't say I blame you. I just wish I could see your kindness for me one more time. I never thought I'd miss you so much. Anyways, let's talk later. I think I should try to take a nap. Take care, Anon.