So I was just looking through some of books I was reading, and all the sudden I started to cry.

Now I'm starting to feel sad.

It's ok, don't worry about me, this happens. *Smiles weakly*

I'm not doing this to get attention. This happens so honestly, don't worry about me. I just wanted to say what I'm feeling couse this IS a diary.

Idk, I think as the school year starts getting closer...I'm scared to come out to my friends.

I'm the type of girl that doesn't like attention or wanting to get involved in a relationship.

But...will I ever find love? I know I'm young..and I really should be living life but, have you ever wondered. Maybe I should just stop and try to think about something else.

But what does it feel like to be loved by someone?

Someone likes me in my school...but I need to tell him I'm bi-sexual.

My life is kind of twisted so I might not be on Wattpad for a while. I just need to get life straight.