October 6th 8:43-8:58 am.

⚠️IM PROBABLY GONNA SPEAK WHATS ON MY MIND, NO FILTER IN THIS BOOK⚠️

good morning sunshines!
another "great day" huh? 
sigh... two days ago I went to my schools football game, I was really hoping it would be fun! and it was at first.. I walked around with my crush and my bestie 💓  he's literally the sweetest most adorable thing ever everrr! omg he's perfect! anyways- after a couple hours his gf came and literally grabbed him and said he can't hang out with other girls, and Istg i would never flirt with him cuz he has a gf even if I adore him, she's literally psychotic and she's 2 years older then him... like girl go pick on smn ur own mf size...

anyways, after he left, me and my friend walked around and then this guy came up to me (we'll call him R1)
and was like "oh I hate u sm, u go after to many guys, ur ugly" blah blah. and for ur information I literally only like 2 guys so he can stfu! so he kept going, meanwhile my best friend got pulled aside by this other guy who hates me and he asked for her number and said she was prettier then me lol, so then there talking while I'm literally getting bullied right to my face.. God I hate everything..

then yesterday my mom yelled at me and said she knew I was on drvgs last night, AND I SWEAR ON EVERYTHING THAT I WAS NOT! I mean if I had access to them then ofc I would be lmao- but I didn't have any so wtaf mom pls stop yelling at me.. pls leave me alone, ur my mom.. ur supposed to love and support me. she yells at me 24/7.. it's kk I'm used to it!

ok nut back to my crush at the game, let's call him... A rn, but once I get his football number I'll start calling him that!

ahhhh he's so cute and he had these sunglasses and he put them on my head and was just being AJSJSJSHWJJDHDHEH3URJWJJQJSHEHD KLSMDNWBWVNSKSOWIRVDBI2HZVBSJWKSBDHWKKWJDHXUKWKWBSHWKKQBDHXJZNW G

ahem, in short I rlly like him ❤️

mwah! thanks for reading pooks! I'm sorry for drama dumping, I swear that nor all my entries will be bad!

~Ashy