Gosh! It's been forever since I wrote anything.

I've been thinking a lot about me and my girlfriend - Ana. She is so...... different from me. Maybe that's why I can't get enough of her. She is so mature while I'm so childish. She lives in the "real world" while I live in an "imaginary world".

I mean, she said it herself:

"I'm from an island with bats and gargoyles. And you're from an island with fairies and sparkles. And we'll never get together because we're from totally different worlds"

That's what she kept telling herself. But I disagreed completely. You always want what you're running from.

We have a weird history. We started dating. We broke up because of some stupid fight. And now we're back together. During those two months, while we were kinda avoiding each other, she randomly decided she wanted to talk. I was so mad at her that I felt like flipping her the middle finger. If I had done that I would probably be dead by now.

Still I....
I missed her....
I wanted her....
I needed her....
Just to be able to feel her skin....
So we could be close enough to feel each other's breath....
Why?
I don't know....

So we talked... and talked.... and talked a bit more... and we got back together.

BOOM! MAGIC!

I think that's what's amazing about life. Those little things no one gives a shit about. I do though.

I try to appreciate life as much as I can. And being able to say "She is my girfriend" or "She is my bestfriend" or simply thinking that maybe there's a person that loves me the same way as I love them. Those are the beautiful things about life.

People say I'm naive, I'm too innocent, I'm always happy, I'm not a mean person, etc. And they say that as if it's a bad thing. Well let me tell you something: all those things make me see the bright side of life, the side some people will never be able to see.

Some things in life are too simple.
We feel the need to complicate them.
But they're simple...

I learned to appreciate all those little things life gives us.

Holding her hand. Our first kiss. Then the second kiss. The first look we shared. The last words we told each other. Our first touch. Laying down on the grass right next to her. Knowing she's there. Listening to her voice. Looking into her eyes. Her lips. Her laugh.

Just.......... her....

Simple.