Ahhh the last week of school...

On the last week classes were always easier. There was no homework and some of the classes finished earlier. It was really cool.

But this year, for me, the last week wasn't taken the same way. Why? Because if classes were coming to an end, then seeing Pineapple was also coming to an end.

God, how I hate studying and doing exercises. It's sooooooo boring! But I have no choice. And school was the only way to see her.

And... I mean... it's life. Right?

You learn things, and later on you use what you've learned to get a job that you'll hopefully like and that'll provide you with money to pay for your needs.

If you don't learn anything then it'll be harder for you to get a job. People won't want you to work for them unless you have a good enough reputation.

No school, no job, no money, no nothing.

Anyway, this chapter's not about school it's about my crush.

Around two weeks later would be my birthday so I decided that I was going to invite Pineapple to my B-day party.

"Its on a holiday so your mom isn't gonna be working, right? She could take you to my place. Around 3pm?" I asked her hopefull. She wouldn't let me down would she? I mean it's on a holiday. No one works on holidays.

"Hmmm sure. I'll talk to her." YES!!! "But she does have to work that day. She starts work around 1pm." Oh c'mon. IT'S A HOLIDAY.

"Well... why don't you come earlier? I mean... you can have lunch there and help decorating the house. Plus, it'll be extra time for just the two of us."

"And how do I get back home? I don't have a ride." ........ right...

"Well... My mom can take you home. She knows you live right next to school. She's okay with that." Why is it so hard to get a few hours of her company. I just wanted to see her again.

"Alright then. I'll talk to my mom."

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School had finished a week ago and I was ready to recieve the party guests.

Amazingly, a girl came an hour yearlier to the party because her mom had to go to work at 2pm.

It wasn't pineapple though. It was Bea. She's a really good friend of mine. She's supported me throughout a whole bunch of crap and I tried my best to be there for her even though I don't really know what to say most of the time. But somehow, the next day she always hugs me and says "thanks for everything".

Afterwards, more people started arriving. None of them was Pineapple. I was really worried that maybe she wasn't coming ,so, I called her but I had no answer.

I called her one more time. Still with no answer.

A few minutes later: I called her again. No answer.

I called again. Nothing.

Again. More nothing.

Again. Same.

I called her around 20 times. She never picked up the phone. Of course I didn't call right away. I left a 30 minute brake in between the calls. You know, to give her time to finish whatever she was doing. Maybe she would pick up.

In the end she never did....... and she never came either.

I really believed she would. I thought she cared. But no. She didn't care at all! And I was too damn blind to see that!

She was lying to me the whole time. When she said I was her only friend in class. When she said she liked me back.

Later, after the party, I checked my emails. She had sent me one. I opened it. It read :

"Heyyyyy!!!! sry i couldnt go i forgot 2 tell my mom 2 take me. huhhhh i hope everythings alright cuz u called me a lotta times. bye"

She didn't tell her mom!? She FORGOT to tell her mom!? How could she FORGET to tell her mom that she needed a ride for MY BIRTHDAY PARTY!? It really hurt you know? To just... think of that...

It was my birthday..........

I felt like shit...... I'm not even gonna say crap cause I really just felt like shit.

I didn't recieve the gift I most wanted: her presence.

A few days later I saw her.

I was in the car, with my mom.

She was crossing the road. Hand in hand. Not with me. But with her boyfriend.

Smiling the beautiful smile that I so wanted to kiss.