The title names it.....

Why do I even bother......

People ignore me.....They don't care about what I do.....

I'm pretty much growing up with out parents because my mom is always gone and my dad doesn't live in the same state as I do.....

When I try to go get food my family just screams and yells at me....

They always punch and hit me but....Nobody cares....

I'm starting to not eat and most likely going to go back to cutting.....

I cry pretty much everyday.......

I don't know why I even bother to try and fit in....

They make sure I'm sad....they don't care until I'm happy......

I just....want to be saved....