red1z101 are you fucking kidding me.... You think that if you leave I'll be better?!? FUCK NO I WONT! Your my best fucking friend and crush and if you think I'll be better off without you here your wrong....I'd cut..... And cut.....and hang myself until I successfully die just because if you.I fucking need you in my life you help me be happy.you may think that you hurt me but you don't I swear. You never hurt me and you never will. I love you.....just remember that....I'll always love you and I hope your happy when you leave me here.....even though you promised you'd never leave.

MitchGrassiAviKaplan, the same fucking thing goes to you.you might think that I am suffering......well I'll be suffering more without you here to fucking keep me sane. I fucking need you....I love you....and don't want you to leave *cries* why do both of you think I'll be fine without you. I've talked with both of you every day..... And having to break that rythem is like fixing me.... Knowing that both of you want to leave hurts me more than everything that has hurt me.... I need you both here in my life.you both make me happy and I can't live without you.... But like I said.....I hope your happy with your choice......I'll miss you both....