I don't think I can take this anymore.....only age 13..... Tried suicide many times.... Failed each time....but I'm going to give it one last try....with a blade....rope....bleach....and my cat...
So I thought id make this note just for you guys.....I hope you can see/read all my pain that is in this.....bye...

They tell you they love me
That they would accept me no matter what
But look at me now
I cut for fun and to realese the pain from my past
I try my best not to cry everyday but I do
I am shocked that you guys haven't seen the pain you have put me through
That you haven't realized that I need mental help
That I can see spirits.....hear voices and love to be scared.
Im surprised that you haven't realized all the shit that I put up with
All the damn depression
Drama
And bullshiters
My entire family hates me and so do you guys
You guys will always say "I love you and I mean it" but that is bullshit because you all just treat me like shit
You say you care but then you just leave me in the dust
When you need me I'm their but when I need you, you just make up a stupid bullshit excuse to not help me.
I just love on how everyone tells me we are here for a reason
....

And that reason is to die...
And because we are all going to die at some point might as well die at a young age so you don't have to deal with the pain.

So I just want to say, look at what you have done, look at all the shit you made me go through.
So thank you.

Love,
Mark casian