Why is it that everyday of my life is hard?
Well....that's a simple question you see.
We're all people, you and me
Yes we are all different but
We all have something in common you know.
Were all humam sadly.
All of us can feel pain, all of us can feel it physically,mentally, or emotionally but that doesn't make us different.
They only thing that makes us different is how we all see each other.
Yes some/most of us have to go into councling/ therapy but that is because we all want help...or because someone cares about us.

Now back to what I was actually wanting to talk about.
Its about me feeling invisible...
Please try to read it....and not feel pity or bad for me because everyone of my friends has had a harder life.
See you all at the end
Bye

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Everyday I always feel as if I'm getting ignored....or more like my feelings because.....at school I'm always smiling....laughing.... And being "happy." Yet no one sees behind my pained mask. The only person that can see it.....is my brother.... Kameron. He's the only one that is able to see through me yet....he doesn't... *sighs* and now....there is so many cuts...and so many thoughts because of my feelings...or emotions..... I'm just done feeling invisible to so many people. And I hate how everyone calls me "she" and how my family abuses me....and how me and them have a huge argument everyday about me being mark...... Yet they don't understand. I'm the only one in this "family"  who cuts, is transgender, and pansexual. Everyone else in my family is "normal"
Everyday....when I wake up I always cry....then stop...and go to school. Then when I get home I start crying yet again......
Mostly because....I can't get over.... *sighs*  never mind its not important just like I'm not important to anyone.
I just...want to be loved....and saved from this hellhole called "home"