Edit from later: I am the queen of angst lmao

And somehow
Yet again
I am left alone
It's just me and the music on my phone
You all go off and have lots of fun together
I'll just hang back because there's not room
How long with things be this way?
Or is this just forever?
Will I always be the one to stay behind?
How is it that we were having fun
And then suddenly I'm boring to you all
Sorry that I'm so annoying
You don't care
None of you do
I'm nothing but a bore to you
So sorry that I'm just not interesting
I know I'm dumb
I'm know I'm stupid
So silly, dumb, and overdramatic,
But I'd just love to forget that
I want to have fun
I want to laugh along
But when I'm excluded
The distraction, it falls
And the voices come back screaming out at me
So I understand
They've made sure of that
I know I'm too boring for you
I'm sorry I bothered you
There isn't room for me
I guess I'll just go back to hell