I was muddled up in my thoughts when the car stopped snapping me out of my thoughts.
It stopped near a flower shop. Actually I had asked the driver to stop near a florist as I wanted to buy some flowers for Rossie to please her.
I would buy a beautiful pink rose just like her.

I stepped out of the car and moved towards the shop .I asked the shopkeeper to show me the best and fresh pink roses. I purchased the most beautiful bouquet of pink roses.

Then I sat back inside my car .In the whole drive I was just thinking about the way to please her keep to with me.

How to make sure that she wouldn't leave me after getting back her memory. How to make her stay with me??

Within 20 minutes the driver stopped the car outside my apartment , he stepped out and opened the door for me then I stepped out of the car holding the roses . I moved inside the building and then entered the elevator. There were thousands of thoughts inside my mind.

I never felt handling a company worth millions as a difficult task but handling Rossie is proving to be much difficult.

She is such a mess but she is my mess and she is my life , she is my everything.
I can anything to be with her. And now she had confessed her feelings for me.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by the "ding" sound of the elevator. I move towards the door .

She must be very happy by seeing these roses and that is all I want , her happiness.
Well earlier as well I just wanted her happiness and at that time she got happiness by hating me and staying away from me but now she love me and she will get happiness with me only.

I opened the door and got in.
Well ,I have expected Rossie to welcome me if not by hugging then just by a smile.

She might be in the room.

Holding those roses in my hand I moved towards our room .
I opened the door in order to surprise her , but the room was empty.
I was bewildered. I checked in the garden but she was not even there. Then I checked in her old room but she wasn't there even .
I got panicked.

Where she would have gone ???
Oh jesus!!!! It is so fucking insane. Where she should go?
She doesn't even know anyone .
And moreover she is pregnant.
What if she would get caught up by the paparazzi.
Oh God she doesn't even had phone . Fuck, she never needed phone after that accident and I don't know where was her old phone.
How would I contact her now??
What if she would be in some trouble??

I hurriedly called Katty.

She picked up phone in second ring.
Before she could say anything I said,"Katty do you know where Rossie is ? Did she told you that she was going somewhere?"

She replied, " No sir. She was at home when I left after cooking food. She didn't tell me that she was going somewhere. "

"Okay" I said and cut the call.

Then I called the driver .In case she had gone with the driver. But driver also denied .

Oh fucking hell!!!! What should I do now....where she would have gone...

Then I called in my office in case she would have called there when I would have been busy in some meeting.
But they also denied .

Then I came to the hall and sat on the couch. Right now I was feeling like I was bankrupted.
Suddenly my eyes fell on a paper on the dinning table.
I stood up and hold that paper in my shivering hand. I was shivering due to fear. My whole body was yelling at me to not read that , as it could make my biggest fear come true. But I ahd to read it.

"Finley I have got my memory back. I have remembered that I was giving you divorce before my accident and I also remembered that the baby is not yours . I don't want to be with you now. I can't live with you. I am leaving you and don't try to search me anywhere .
Good bye and have a good life ahead."

If I say i was stunned it would be the most underrated thing for which I was feeling. I was beyond stunned.
I felt like my heart had been stabbed by hundreds of swords at same time. I felt a sudden thud . My heartbeat raised and it fel like my heart would jump out any time.
I thought to myself , that if it a joke then I would not spare her for this.
She can't leave me like this.
It must be a prank.
I looked around me and yelled as loud as possible," Rossie, come out please. You are giving me heart attack. Rossie , tell me this is your prank. Come out . Com-me ou-ut." My voice choked at last word.

No answer.

A tear rolled down my eyes .
I felt like this land should engulf me into it.
Everything shattered in front of my eyes: my dreams, my hope , my happiness, my love .
This was like post calamity scene . When sudden earthquake or tsunami or atom bomb destroy everything and all left is just trash and lifeless creatures.
I am also like that lifeless creature right now. This she left me like that. I didn't understand what to do now.

Right now I wanted to scream .
Scream, till Rossie hear my voice and come back to me.
I wish this could be a dream but unlucky it is not.

I quickly rushed towards our room and checked the closet but clothes were still there.
Where she would have gone??

My legs felt week . I dropped on bed with that letter in my hands.
I haven't expected her to leave me this way. She should have quarrelled with me , shouted at me but she shouldn't left me like this .
She herself said that she love me.
What happened to that love !!.

I wanted to cry. Cry through all my heart. She was my life and she herself left me without a word.

How could she leave me !!!
I loved her. I fucking loved her.
Hadn't she thought about me before leaving??

But she left leaving me to drown in agony and self doubt.
Didn't I loved her much ?
Wasn't my love enough to change her mind to leave?
Was my love this weak that couldn't stopped her from leaving me?

Tears started rolling down my eyes and I didn't stopped them.

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