There was annual function in school . Everyone around were roaming in colourful dresses as some had participated in dance competition and some were audience.
I was around 11or 12 years old and I was wearing a beautiful pink dress.
I was heading towards my classroom to take my school bag .
When I reached the class ,someone grabbed my wrist form behind and pulled me .

My eyes widened and I clenched my teeth but when I turned around my anger brushed away and a wide smile touched my face.
It was Finn.
He was staring me with his dark brown eyes and I was trying hard to not look down.
He said while smiling at me and still holding my hand ,"You look beautiful like a rose, today."

I blushed and said ," Thank you Finn."

He asked ,"Are you also participating in dance competition?"

" Yes" , I said shyly .

He said Smiling, "All the best Rossie, for the competition."

Before I could say something, he grabbed my waist ,held me closer and to my surprise ,he landed his soft lips on mine and kissed me.
It was not very long kiss but it was sweet and adorable kiss and moreover it was my first kiss.

I was so happy that I shared my first kiss with Finn because I liked him a lot.
He cared for me.
He help me whenever I got to some trouble.
He was like my knight in shining armour.

After that kiss I felt a little shy so I just smiled and left from there .
He chuckled by my such reaction.

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Suddenly my eyes flickered and when I opened my eyes I found myself in my room . Finn was sleeping next to me with his hand on my stomach , his legs tangled with mine and his slightly on my shoulder.

But it was my room and when I slept Finn wasn't home .

Oh !!!
It means that he himself came to sleep with me .
I am so happy that he himself did this .

I smiled to myself.

I just had a dream . Finn kissed me.
I shared my first kiss with him. It means that we loved each other since school times.

I felt so delighted and relaxed.
Because the way he was being distant to me made me feel suspicious.
But I think like the last dream this dream is also true.

I looked at him . He is just perfect. He has no flaws in him.
And most importantly he cares for me. He cares for me more than anything.
I don't know whether he loves me or not but I surely have some feelings for him.
I just kept staring at him.

I moved my hands to his face sleeping face. I trail down my fingers and they stopped at his lips.
I stared his lips.

I want to taste those lips .
I want to kiss him. I want to kiss him so badly. I want to feel those lips in mine . I want him to wander through my mouth.

This thought made my hormones rush madly.

But he is sleeping, I can't do this .
What if he doesn't like it ?
What if he would reject me ?
But he is my husband.

I don't know when I put these thoughts aside and when I climbed on top of him and when I crashed my lips with his ,
now I just know that my lips were on his. All this happened with speed of light .

I couldn't control myself and lost in the moment . I climbed on top if him and kissed him.

His eyes opened and he was stunned by what he was witnessing.
He had never imagined me doing this to him when he was asleep. He was bewildered. He didn't get time to reciprocate.
His hairs were messy and he was wearing no shirt. The thought that he is shirtless made my thoughts kinky.
I stroked my tongue inside his mouth.

I went out of breathe so I detached my mouth from his but he suddenly hold my waist turned me around and climbed at the top of me .

I chuckled by his reaction .

Then he shushed my mouth with his amazing lips. He kissed me senseless.
Like I am the only one left in this world. Like he can't breathe without me.
His life depends on me.
He tucked my hands opend and tangled his fingers with mine , and deepened the kiss.
I closed my eyes to engulf the amount of pleasure I am having while he being at top of me kissing me. I moaned while kissing.
I never thought that kissing can be this much intense which made me wet down there. I can feel shiver between my thighs .

Then suddenly , I don't know what happend, he quickly got up and left the room in hesitation.

I felt rejected.

Why had he left me like this ?
Doesn't he want me?
Is he really having affair with someone else???

Tears started rolling down my eyes unstoppably.

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Finn

I quickly came back to my room and shut the door .

I don't know what I was thinking when I went to her room to sleep.
Maybe because I love to wake up seeing her beautiful face in the morning. It is the best way to start a day .

But I haven't expected what happened just a minute ago.
She was on top of me when I was sleeping and then I was at top of her . This all happend so fast that I don't even got time to process my conscience.

She kissed me while I was sleeping . And then I lost control on myself . I kissed her senseless. Like she is my necessity. However she is my necessity but I have never shown it to her. Because she never cared to know about my feelings. And now getting so much affection from her is kind of strange for me .

I can't reciprocate to her like she wants may be because of the fear of losing her again.
Even every night I dream of kissing her but this feeling is so new for me to get same affection from her side .

I still remember the first time when I kissed her in the school. Her cheeks looked like a pink rose from blushing. She loved me at that time. But after marriage she became a totally different person.

I was jumbled in my thoughts when she entered my room in aggression and slammed the door.
Tears were rolling down her eyes. She looked deeply hurt .
She stood in front of me. I was standing quietly just staring at her.
She looked straight into my eyes.
I saw deep agony in her eyes which I had never seen before.
Her lips were swollen by th kiss.

Yeah, you have kissed her senseless.
My conscience reminded me.

She asked angrily, " What is your problem Finn?"

I replied hesitantly, " P-problem. N-nothing."

" Nothing huh!!!! Then why are you so distant to me. I am your wife . I can't understand this Finn. Do you love someone else?
Do you have feelings for someone else? Do you have someone else in your life ?
If it is so then tell me directly . I can't live like this. " her voice cracked at that sentence, she started sobbing.

What!!!
How could she think this ?
How would I tell her the truth?
I can't tell her. But if I'd not tell her truth then she will assume anything.

I held her shoulders and hugged her tightly. She buried her face in my chest and started crying bitterly.
I embraced her even tighter.

Then I led her to the bed and make her sit. I sat beside her and wipe away her tears gently.
I cupped her pink cheeks in my hands and said , " It is not like that Rossie . There is no one in my life except you.It is just you are pregnant so I got worried that I might hurt the child.That is it."

I saw hope in her eyes, she said wiping her tears, "Really. Is this the only reason?".

"Yes Rose, what else could it be".

Then I led her to my bed and we both laid on each others embrace which is our safest place in this world.

This time I managed to keep the truth from her but how long would I be able to do so?
She will know the truth one day and then she will turn to the old Rosaline .
The ignorant , rude and careless Rosaline who is totally opposite of my Rossie. And then I would be helpless again.

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