July 11, 2010

Dear Natasha,

I went on a small mission with Steph the other day. We were in New York City. She loved it there, infact, now she can't stop talking about it! She is going to try and get Fury to transfer her to a SHIELD unit working there. Which means, Im going to have to get another partner. Great.

In some way are you recieving my letters? Do you even know Im writing them? I tell you that I do whenever I go and visit you. Do you hear me when I speak to you? I hope you do. I hope my voice is soothing to you, just as yours is to me. 

I dont really know what to do with myself anymore Nat. I spend my days thinking about you and shooting arrows at targets. The targets never change so that gets boring. But thinking about you never gets boring. There is always a memory that makes me smile or cry or laugh.

Yesterday I was thinking about when we went undercover as ballroom dancers. You can dance Nat, you really can. That was the first time we ever danced together. The lights were dimmed, there was a disco ball, slow music was playing, it was beautiful. I felt so alive when we danced together, I felt a spark when we touched. Did you feel that too? 

-Clint