April 1, 2010

Natasha,

Happy April Fools Day! 

Well, there really isnt anything happy about it. That asshole, Bobby, the guy who works at the desk, played a prank on me. He came into my room this morning and said you were up and about. I got up so fast and ran out the door. My hopes were high and I was going to run in there and give you the biggest hug ever. I was almost crying with tears of joy. When I got in there, all I saw was you lying there, still unconsious with dead flowers at the end of your bed. You should've seen Bobby after that. I tied his hands together and then hung him to a coat rack. Im pretty sure he is still hanging there now. 

There have been no missions lately. I guess the world is at peace. Are you at peace Nat? Are you in pain? Are you fighting to stay alive? I wish you could get up and tell me. I wish I could read your mind and find out. I hope your not in pain, I hope your at peace. Well, not resting in peace, just feeling no pain. You know what I mean.

Fury thinks that the Russians are keeping their illegal acts quiet. He is trying to get someone in there but is struggling. Russia has gotten even more skilled since the last time we were there. They had never been able to keep SHIELD out before. Now all of a sudden they can? 

If you were still in active duty we would be able to get in there. You were the best at undercover missions. I could barely even tell who you were when you got all dressed up in your domestic clothes! Now that's saying something! 

Its now been a bit more than 2 months since we've spoken. I don't know how I even get up in the morning knowing that Im not going to hear your voice. Its really hard Nat. 

-Clint