{Ok with revamping this one, since Mateo hasn't summoned Zuzo until later, I'm just gonna pick another magic gone awry :) there's plenty of options}

So, yeah, I know, I haven't been using this as much as someone who's around ink and paper all the time should.

Maybe I'm afraid still, you know, if it got found by Shiriki, though really if a lot of things got found out we'd be in a lot of trouble.

I know! It was bad enough before! But now...I shouldn't write it! But I have to!

Maybe because partly I'm scared and it helps when you write things out to fix that.

I'm looking around this basement where we keep Abuelo's books like I think...it'll come again. Though really it would be alright if he did, I know what it's suppose to be. It's a Chanul, or spirit...thing.

Like Abuelo's...spirit animal...person.

Ok, even with all I've read, I'm not fully sure of all of it, but it was mentioned enough times. Trouble is I didn't actually expect to summon anything! I was just trying some of the stuff in the books and...I still kind didn't, but it still kinda worked! There was this puff of...something, and a voice.

I don't know if that means I'm a wizard now...

Ok this journal really shouldn't be found now! I don't know, does one spell half working make you a full wizard? At only twelve years old? Why am I asking paper? I'm not saying it's outloud, I promise, I only tried that once...

I also don't know who I'm talking to.

I think this regime is getting to me...

It doesn't probably mean that when we go down to the alters I'll be bombarded with ghosts. Which is sad, because I kinda wanted to see Papa and Abuelo again...even if Mama says he's not actually dead. Or maybe she just wants to think that...

It's a good thought so I can't blame her.