I was searching for answers in all the wrong places. I had people lie in my face, and some close friends became distant strangers. I have been counted out so many times, that I actually lost count. I gave them my heart and my trust, but they just told me to bounce. I had people change up on me like the seasons, for no reason. I sat back on my throne and watched them all plan to commit treason. I seen them smile in my face and talk bad behind my back. I pulled out my GPS wondering where's the loyalty at. I strayed away from the pack and I became the black sheep. I still have love for my comrades, even though they love to hate me. They all lost faith in me and that was a hard pill to stomach, especially considering the fact, that I stood by their side when nobody wasn't. But I refuse to get mad nor do I try to get even. I will always have love for them, I just realized that I no longer need them.