First I love you, then I hate you. You drive me so crazy, frustrated and angered, I put one bullet in the chamber.

Russian Roulette is exactly how I feel, there's always a chance I might blow, every time you come near.

Then the next moment I'm calmed, like you are lying in my arms and your palms clutch my palms, and I'm protecting you from harm.

You were my lucky charm, until your attitude changed. You're in a new environment now, and I cannot tell you anything.

I was there through it all but sometimes I feel like you forget. Nowadays it seems like I'm thrown on the back burner, every chance that you get.

Why can't you understand,  I just want to feel loved. I just want your listening ear and your warm friendly hugs.

I just want you to take some time out, and show me that you care. But every time that we conversate, I can feel the tension in the air.

I just want to be your main focus, just once that's all I'm asking. But every time we hang up I end up taking aspririns.

I don't want to move backwards, I want to keep moving forward. I almost went insane when my phone calls got ignored.

This is my cry out for help, I'm trying to keep my cool and not melt. I know I can be selfish, but I just can't help it.

 My mother died when I was one, and that's where all my problems started from. My entire life, I have been searching for a female figure to cling onto.

I searched my entire life, until I finally found you. But sometimes I feel neglected, and I  must admit I fear rejection.

My confindece changes everyday with the weather. I'm not saying let's be together, I'm just saying give me some attention.

You used to, a very long time ago, and that's what I really been missing.