page 6 completed , and I was in freeze mode, I was shocked will be the understatement of the century , I know I have helped a cute guy who was sad when I was 12 but never have I ever imagined that Blake was that guy

and the most funniest matter is he didnot know that , that girl was me

I am his first and second crush ....

I don't know what to think now!

I turned the page and was greeted with another shocking news in page7

Today was the day , since I have been crushing on Tessa

I went home early to give my brother , his favourite video game and his baby sitter was there waiting for me

When I went to school , there was no one to take care of my baby brother

So once I started earning , I managed the time and took care of him

But when I was in high school , the first year people started bullying me

No one knows it

I was a sincere boy , who does his work and leaves school as soon as possible

I was considered as nerd , because in the free time  I get, I always write something according to them

They didnot know , I was an author

They thought I was a cute, sincere good nerdish boy who they can pick upon , play pranks , emberass and suck the life out of him

First few days , I was just ignoring them

Next few days , as I was ignoring them , they increased their level of torture

I struggled to not react ,

One day I was beat black and blue and when school ended they took me a flag post and tied me to the top if it after beating hell out of me

I yelled for help but no one was there

Whole night , I was hanging there afraid that if I fall , I might die and there will be no one to take care of my Austin

I was hanging in the air a few feet high above the ground thinking things like

"What was Austin doing?

Did he eat anything?

Was he afraid that he was alone in the home?

Was he waiting for me ?

Was he crying ?

What if someone broke into the house?

What if he is ill and have to go to doctor or something ?

All the thoughts that were running through my mind drove me mad

That day was the day I decided that I will be a bad boy

I will not fear for anything

Even if I fear, I will not let them see that

I will put up a front and that front would be a player , bad boy

I will become popular

and I will definitely appoint a baby sitter , so that If something happens to me and I go home late , my brother will not have any problems

Next day when the same group who bullied me came again , I bet the crap out of them

And warned them never to come near me

Thus started the rumours

The next day to keep up my image , I changed my style

I wore different type of clothing , different type of hairstyle, started flirting ,behaved in a badboy fashion

And thus started my popularity

Now I had an image to keep up , a job to do , Salary to be given to the baby sitter and take care of my baby brother's necessities

And thus my responsibilities increased ...

Being a badboy itself was a great task

It was not an easy task at all

There were cheerleaders all over me daily

There were clingy people

Even you hate them being clingy , you have to not show it

You have to smirk and flirt back

You can manage this routine and put on an act for a month or two later you get frustrated

But I had to do this for my brother

And Tessa was like medicine to my frustration

She was like the fresh air I needed at the moment

Whenever I felt frustrated I would look at her and see her smile , all my frustrations will fly away in the air

I really really like her .....

page 7 completed , and I now knew that bad boy was a softie from inside and the way he thought about his brother even when he was like dying and in pain clearly shows how much he loves his brother

and he likes me !

Holy cheeseballs!

I was grinning like a fool by now , but I don't know why?

I flipped the next page .....................

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