Amelia who I'm a proxy of said to meditate to balance my chi and aura which I can be able to use my powers more efficiently.

But I keep getting queasy and my whole body start shaking crazy when I try. I felt like when my blood sugar level is low when I was doing it.

Why is this happening I just want to be able to control my powers at will!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZALGO FUCKING DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

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