People always think I'm a bright, happy, cheerful girl who accepts everyone and loves EVERYTHING.

But that's my mask.

Under my mask is a pale hideous sacred face of cuts, burns, bruises, and tear stains.

I cry every night thinking no one, not even my birth family or Reala loves me. I feel like I was a mistake, I miss born, was supposed to be

DeAd............

I don't accept everyone, I have the worst trust issues that I don't even trust most of my birth or human family, I'm not always happy, I'm always sad/crying my gold eyes out, I'm rarely cheerful, I try to look at the bright side of things to keep my hopes in life up even though there dust cause of others,  I'm never bright, I pretend to be bright even when I watch my favorite YouTubers I fake laugh and smile.

I always want to deep cut myself, burn myself badly, freeze myself in the bathtub, bang my head on the wall till I blackout, etc.

I always draw scuicedal, self harm, and depression drawings ones that no ones EVER seen.

I listen to sad songs sometimes sing along to them.

My only emotions left are Fear, Anger, and Sadness. My other's are only midgets that barley come out. But one rules them all and that's

DaRkNeSs......................

My darkness inside me controls me making me dead inside like I have no heart at all.

My brain is broken, I can never focus right, I'm always insane and crazy and craving blood.

I was never loved by my human 'family'. They treat me like I'm a dirt speck on the floor.

They always step on me crushing my spirit...................

I feel like I was meant to kill myself already and others would be happy and nothing bad would ever happen in the world again........................

Cause I'm gone................

I'm a useless Pasta/Soulmate that's meant to be dead and in hell with Zalgo.

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