So, all of my friends are somewhere in this community. BUT weird thing is I only found out about the community a few years ago. I also only recently discovered I am bisexual. I could never tell my parents of my interest in both girls and guys. They say they don't hate this community ( they don't even know about half of them), but could never support it, saying that they would be saying it's okay, when the bible says it's not.

 This is what bothers me, I get the bible says it's wrong but I could never ignore these people or tell them straight up their beliefs are wrong. I know what it's like when your family keeps saying your ideas or theories or thoughts are strange. JUST because I am philosophical or see nature as a part of who we as humans are, like each person has a plant that represents them. They say that a plant does not have personality, but I think if you look at it like I do it represents a part of us. 

So yeah, I know what it's like to be criticised for being different or being told what you can or can't believe.

 I think since I've watched glee I've had this huge thing where I wonder what it's like kissing either of Brittana. It's what kinda had me realise my bisexuality. I have often thought of girls as attractive and guys too, but I felt like I could be comfortable with girls more. But I like guys, they are attractive and I've crushed on a few in my life time. My parents are all: LGBTQIA is wrong, but we don't hate them, we just don't encourage the sin. We're not homophobic in the bashing or cursing way. Does this count as homophobic or not? Honestly, they just feel the bible says it's wrong, but they won't kick me out (I hope) just don't want me to have gay or bi friends. TOO LATE.

So yeah. I could never love a girl with my parents consent and that makes things difficult because they and my friends and home have been the stuff that has remained a constant in my life so far.