I can't keep doing this...I can't keep going to school and smiling and acting like everything's alright when it's not! No one at school likes me...I'm the weird one who always pulls random stuff out of her bag in the middle of fuckin history! I've been pushed to the limit of cutting or even killing myself so many times I lost count after somewhere around 20! I got suspended today because some idiot decided to steal my stuff and they wouldn't give it back even after I told the teacher...they NEVER do ANYTHING about bullies or thieves! EVER! Oh and one more thing...I hope they all burn in Hell with Satan