Chapter 3: Why Can't I Be Pretty?
This chapters song 😁
Song: Sad Song
By: We The Kings ft. Elena Coats
The next morning I woke up by a alarm clock going off. I grunt, falling off my bed I rub my side. Ow. Why does this happen too me?
I throw the alarm clock at the wall. Ugh I will just get a new one.
I grab the best locking T-shirt I could find. Which only had one hole in the bottom side. Then my best looking jeans that had holes in the knees.
I walked too the bathroom, looking at my self through the mirror. I look at my green eyes, my mom says that I got that from my dad.
I grumble, I look horrible. My hair is a rats nest, and my face looks like...well my face.
I. Look. Like. A. Zombie.
I brushed my light brown hair, and than brush teeth. Eh. I look...better. I sigh, why can't I be pretty? Like every other girl? I'm a mess. Who could love me?
Oh well I don't care.
That's what I tell my self everyday, 'Oh well I don't care'. That's what I tell everybody. But I do care. I care about what everybody thinks.
But I'm fine.
That's what I tell everybody 'I'm fine'. But really I'm not fine...I try too keep how I feel too myself. I don't want people too worry about me.
I don't want people too look down on me. I want too be treated the same as everybody else. But that's not how life works.
If your pretty and happy than you become famous. If your unhappy with life and ugly your looked down on.
I sigh walking out of my room and down the stairs. "What are you doing here still?" I ask Jordan,
"Well I come here after school, everyday. And before school, everyday." He says, "And why is that?" I ask, "Because I want too." He says,
"Well I don't want you too." I say, "Well too bad princess." He says, I snort. "I'm not a princess." I say,
"Ok than....peach. That's what I'll call you." He says smirking, "Peach? Do you know how stupid that sounds?" I ask,
"Another reason too call you it." He says, "Fuck you." I say, "You can later if you still want too." He says,
"No thank you." I say, "Too bad." He says, "For you." I say, "I would really like it if you two didn't flirt while I was here." Carter says,
"We are not flirting." I say, "I wouldn't flirt with her if she was the last person on earth." Jordan says, I'm that ugly? Yea, I am...
"Yea." I say, "Yea okay. Well we better go if you want too get there on time." Carter says, we all walked out the door yelling bye too Sarah.
"Sky this way." Carter says, I follow him too a truck. "This is my truck. Dad got it for my 16th birthday this year." He says,
I got in the back seat while the boys sat in the front.
They turned on some rap and listened too it the whole way too school, I don't mines though because I listened too it a lot back home.
"And...we...are here" Carter says sighing, yay....more people too bully me. I'm so excited. Note the sarcasm please.
This time I want too start over.
I don't want too be the Sky that's easy too pick on, make fun of and is always sad. I want too be Sky the one nobody makes fun of and happy...at least they think that...
But I might be able too do that if everybody is spoiled here. I grew up in a bad town, which means I know how too fight a little.
I just have too be able too stand up for myself...easier said than done.
We got out of the truck. I sigh looking at the building. It was huge. Different feelings ran inside of me...but one stuck out,
scared.
I was scared, even tariffed. But I can't tell anyone that. And I definitely can't show it.
I look at the boys. Carter was smiling, while Jordan on the other hand showed no emotions at all.
That's weird.
Yesterday, and this morning he was happily marking fun of me. But now that we are here he has no emotions at all.
Just like me.
I sigh, covering up my emotions with a smile. Just like always...
I grab my bag out of the backseat and put a hoodie over my blue shirt.
I started walking up too the school, leaving Jordan and Carter behind.
I walked in and went strait too the office. I grabbed my schedule than went too the bathroom.
I looked at my self threw the mirror. Oh look is my ugly ass face.
Why did I get cursed too look like this? Why am I so fucking ugly?
That girl in the mirror mocks me...just laughing...
Your not good enough. Your so ugly. Why is your nose so long? Those freckles are so ugly. Your the ugliest person in the world. Your teeth are crooked. You need braces. Why do you have bumps on your face? You need help. You should die. Kill your self you peace of shit.
A single tear runs down my cheek.
I whip it away than blow my nose. I put on that fake smile I always have on and than walked out the bathroom.
The bell rang I looked at my schedule too see that my first class is English. Not bad.
I walked too English and when I found it I knocked on the door. A lady answers it.
"Hello, how may I help you?" She asks, "Uhhh I'm new here." I say smiling,
"Oh! You must me Skylar! Come on in!" She says moving aside so I could walk in.
"Oh and I'm Miss. Dago. Now set behind Trent. Trent please raise your hand." Miss. Gago says, a boy with brown hair, and honey brown eyes raises his hand.
I walk towards him, well I guess his name is Trent. But as I do so I notice a familiar brown haired, blue eyed boy.
Jordan.
Setting right behind the seat I'm supposed too seat at. I sigh setting in the seat I was assigned too.
"I'm going too go run too the restroo. Cecelia please watch everyone while I'm gone." Miss. Gago says,
"Yes ma'am" A blonde girl in the front of the class says, Miss. Gago leaves and everyone starts too talk.
The boy Trent turns around in his seat too look at me. "Hi I'm Trent James." He says, "I'm Sky Alfaro." I say,
"Cute name you've got there." He says winking at me, "Thank you." I say smiling, "Wait did you say Sky Alfaro?" He asks,
"Uhh yes?" I say confused, "I'm on the soccer team with your brother." He says, "Oh cool...I didn't know he played soccer." I say,
"I didn't know he had such a beautiful sister." He says winking at me than turning back around talking too one of his friends.
I feel a tap on my back, I turn around too see it was Jordan. "What do you want?" I ask,
"You don't have too be so feisty Peach. Oh and I just wanted too tell you too stay away from Trent." He says, he smirks but than frowns.
"You don't tell me what too do." I say, "Trent is a player. He's just trying too get the new girl in his bed. He throws girls out just like he does used condoms." He says glaring at the back of Trent's head.
"Jordan you can't tell me what too do. You might be my brothers bestfriend but you don't own me." I say, than turn around. Wow, I just did that.
I sigh, than Miss. Gago comes back in the class room.
Always remember...
Not everything is as it seems
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