Perrie POV

I'd asked a simple question. 'How are you?' And all I got was a long look from those eyes. So similar I couldn't not think of him. Of them. I felt tears welling up at the memories. They were right. They had been right about everything. Especially me. The freak. Emo, weirdo, retard, goth, loser, loner, nerd, lonely. No one will ever like you they said. Even freaks like your brother and his friend. Even freaks are out of your league. No wonder your brother left. And more, much more then they'd punishment for being alive. You don't deserve to live. They made me recite it. I don't deserve to live. Everytime they beat me up I cried a little but I tear is one cut Perrie, that's the way it works. And I would, that's why I don't cry anymore.But Don't eyes, his eyes brought back the memories. He didn't answer. His silence answered all my questions. All I could think as I ran to my room was they were right . I fell onto the bed and cried, I cried and cried. I knew u would pay for my tears later but I didn't care right now. Dan didn't accept mem I knew he wouldn't. Just like him. Then I heard it. A swift knick on the door followed by the footfalls I recognised as Phil's. Soon enough I was sobbing into his shirt. "Hey hey shush shush Rie" he said softly "what's up?" I swallowed, Phil knew about what happened before he left. "I'm not welcome here" I let the tears flow "Dan, he doesn't like me and his eyes, their his eyes" Phil looked confused then his eyed widened as he realised "Jordan..." he murdered,
"They were right!"I sobbed
"No Perrie don't say that!"
"But they were!"
"NOT"
"Why did he stare at me then Phil?" This time Phil seemed confused
"I don't know, I can get Dan-"
I cut him off by violently shaking my head. Phil nodded and quietly said "I have to get some stuff and I'll pick Cara up from that shop we left her in" I nodded and sat up "thanks Phil"
"No probs Rie"
I sat on my bed watching YouTube for the next couple hours then I must have fell asleep as I woke up with my laptop on my face. "Ugggh" I groaned and found a note on my door.
Dear Rie, I've gone out to get props for my next vid, sorry I'll be back ASAP
Phil x

I groaned and led back as I heard a knock at the door, was Phil back already? I yelled "come in!"
I led back back but nothing could prepare me for who walked in.
Dam Howell stared at me from the door.
Hi it was bad ik ik, sorry for the cliffhanger I'm so evil. I will update tomorrow X

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