Tom and I sat in the doctor's surgery waiting room, our hands grasped together as we waited for me to be called in. Tom looked at me.

"You okay?" he asked. I gulped and looked down.

"I will be once we get a confirmed answer, and then we can start figuring out what we want to do." I mumbled. He sighed and looked at me.

"No matter what happens, I'm here for you. Okay?" he asked. I bit my lip and looked at him.

"I know, Tom." I whispered. He nodded and gave me a small smile, my eyes fluttering shut as he leant in and kissed my head.

"Miss Y/L/N?" I looked up and gulped as the nurse stood over us.

"Y-yeah." I nodded, Tom and I standing up.

"Surgery room three." She smiled. I forced one in return as Tom looked at me. I gulped, taking his hand and walking to the room with him. I knocked on the door and then opened it, the doctor giving us a small smile as we walked in.

"Sit down, please." She smiled. Tom and I looked at each other, me gulping as we sat down at the desk.

"Okay, so you're here to confirm a pregnancy, correct?" she asked.

"Y-yeah." I nodded. She looked at me.

"So, we did a scan, and we did some blood work, and I'm afraid I have some sad news, Miss Y/L/N." she nodded. My eyebrows furrowed, Tom's facial expression the same as we looked at each other.

"I assume that this man is the father?" she asked.

"Um, yeah, I am." He nodded, rubbing his hand over his chin. The doctor sighed and looked between us.

"Miss Y/L/N, the fertilized egg never made it to the womb." She spoke. My eyebrows furrowed again.

"Sorry, what exactly does that mean?" I gulped.

"It means that since the egg never made it to the womb, it can no longer develop into a baby. The pregnancy isn't viable." She admitted. My eyes wavered, tears immediately starting to fill them.

"So, um, sorry, just to confirm, she isn't pregnant?" Tom asked, tightly grasping my hand.

"No, sir, I'm sorry. You're not pregnant, miss Y/L/N." she nodded. I gulped, a tear leaving my eye. I looked at Tom, my breath hitching slightly as a tear also rolled down his face.

"U-um, thank you, doctor." I mumbled, trying to stop my voice from wavering.

"Of course. I'm sorry, and I'll leave you two to process this hard news." She nodded before standing up and leaving the room. I choked, looking down as tears started to leave my eyes.

"Darling, I am so sorry." Tom choked. I shook my head.

"Can I go back to yours, please?" I whispered.

"Of course, sweetheart. Come on, let's go." He nodded, standing up. I gulped, trying to keep my eyes to the floor as Tom gently took my hand and led me out of the office.

Tom unlocked his apartment door, both of us silently entering the building. I hugged myself tightly, tears running down my cheeks as I immediately moved into the living room. I sat down, just staring ahead as I tried to process everything.

"Babe? You okay?" Tom asked quietly as he crouched down in front of me. I gulped, feeling completely numb as my eyes flickered up to look at him.

"I-I know that we didn't want me to be pregnant, I know that it's not a good time, but...I don't know, it still hurts." I choked.

"I know it does, sweetheart. I know." He nodded, his eyes wavering as a tear fell from them.

"Don't leave me." I whispered. His eyes widened slightly, and he moved to sit next to me.

"Why would I do that, darling?" he chuckled quietly, obviously trying to lighten the mood slightly.

"Because I scared you by thinking that I was pregnant, and we haven't talked properly in a week, and I thought that we were over." I choked, looking at him. He sighed, looking at me.

"We weren't over, babe, we weren't even close as far as I was concerned. And sure, you scared me, but the test said that you were pregnant. Of course you thought that it was right." He reassured. I gulped.

"So, we're still together?" I whispered. He looked at me and sighed.

"Well, considering that you were the one who walked in on my co-star kissing me, I'd say that that's your choice." He nodded. I looked at him.

"It meant nothing?" I checked.

"Absolutely nothing, darling. You know that I'd never do anything like that to you. You know that I love you, so fucking much." He choked, shaking his head. I gulped and nodded.

"I love you so much too, Tommy." I whispered. He gave me a small smile and nodded before leaning in and gently pressing our lips together. I returned it, holding his face to bring him closer. He broke the kiss and touched our foreheads, his hand on my cheek and his thumb gently moving against my skin.

"I'm never leaving you, darling. I promise you that." He reassured, looking into my eyes. I gulped and nodded, gently pecking his lips again before resting my head on his chest. Tom cradled my head, keeping it against his skin as he gently lay us down on the sofa, me on top of him.

"Go to sleep, babe. You need some rest." He mumbled, gently pressing his lips to the top of my head. I nodded and let my eyes flutter shut, allowing Tom's gentle heartbeat to lull me to sleep.

My eyes fluttered open and I yawned as I stretched out. My eyebrows furrowed, my gaze drifting around the room as I saw that I was still on Tom's sofa, with a blanket pulled over me. But without Tom underneath me.

"Tom?" I called, looking around for him as I sat up. I sighed, wiping my eyes of the tears that had fallen in my sleep as I stood up and started to wander through his apartment. My question of where he was got answered by the sound of running water, telling me that the shower was on. I wandered to his bathroom and opened the door, the sound becoming clearer without the layer of white wood. I slipped in and closed the door, Tom still oblivious to my presence as I started to get undressed. I pulled my shirt over my head and tugged my jeans down my legs before unclasping my bra and stepping out of my panties. I opened the shower door to see Tom facing away from me, his head down and his hand against the shower wall. I sighed, biting my lip as I wrapped my arms around his torso from behind, him not moving despite the new hold. I rested my head against his back, closing my eyes and letting myself feel the warmth of his wet skin as he sighed.

"I really didn't mean to hurt you." He mumbled, a slight choke in his voice. I sighed, a tear leaving my eye.

"I know you didn't, Tommy." I reassured. He looked at me slightly over his shoulder before turning around in my arms and wrapping his arms around my waist. He looked down at me, his wet curls flopping over his eyes and allowing the water to spill down onto me.

"I love you, sweetheart. I hope that you know that." He nodded, looking at me with sad eyes. I sighed, gulping as a tear left his eye.

"I do. I love you too." I replied. He gave me a small smile and nodded again before leaning down and pressing his lips gently to mine. I returned it, the water from the shower making the kiss slightly wet, but not in a gross way as I combed my fingers through Tom's soaked curls. We broke the kiss and I rested my head against Tom's chest. He returned the hug, resting his chin on top of my head as we stood under the hot stream of water, wrapped in each other's warm embrace.

Harrison, Tom and I sat in Tom's living room, having our first movie night since Tom and I had started to fight, almost a fortnight ago. Harrison had taken my side during the fight, given that neither of us was sure at the time whether or not Tom was telling the truth about Jenna having initiated the kiss. Due to this, I wasn't the only one who hadn't talked to Tom for a week, and so it was good to see my boys together again.

"So, you're not pregnant, then?" Harrison asked. I shook my head and looked down, making him sigh as Tom nodded.

"Guys, I'm so sorry." He sighed, looking at us with sympathetic eyes. Tom looked at me and returned the sigh, gently rubbing his hand up and down my thigh as I sat on his lap.

"I guess that it just wasn't meant to be right now." He nodded, giving me a small smile. I returned it and looked at Harrison.

"I, um, don't want to talk about that. Let's talk about you for once, Haz. I can't remember the last time that one of us asked about you." I chuckled, forcing a smile onto my lips.

"Oh, yeah, sorry about that, mate." Tom smiled sheepishly, making Harrison roll his eyes playfully.

"You two have had a lot on your mind recently, it's fine. But, I have met someone." He nodded. Our eyes widened.

"Are you serious? Or are you just fucking her?" Tom asked. I looked at him and jokingly slapped his chest.

"What? I love him but I know what he's like." He chuckled.

"It's alright, I get it. But no, her name is Bethan and I really like her. We've even been out on a couple of dates." Harrison smiled.

"Aw, Haz, that's amazing! When do we get to meet her?" I returned.

"Hold on, we're not that serious yet." He chuckled.

"It's not like you're taking her to meet your parents, mate." Tom scoffed.

"Yeah but it's widely known that I'm your best mate, so I want to make sure that she's here for me, not because I'm best friends with Tom Holland." He sighed.

"Fair enough." Tom nodded.

"Yeah, that makes sense." I returned before turning to face the movie again.

Tom's P.O.V

Tom lay on the sofa with Y/N asleep on top of him, him and Harrison still watching the movie.

"She's over the moon to have you back, you know." Harrison mumbled. Tom leant his head back to look at him over the arm of the sofa. He gave his best friend a small smile and nodded as he looked back down at Y/N and gently moved a strand of hair out of her sleeping face.

"Do I, um...do I have you back?" he gulped, looking back at Harrison. The boy sighed and clenched his jaw.

"Tell me one thing, Tom, and if you're not honest with me, I swear to god, I will beat the shit out of you." He nodded. Tom's eyes widened slightly at Harrison's words, but he couldn't blame him. The person closest to Harrison immediately after Tom was Y/N, and Harrison loved her like a sister. Tom knew that she was the only person that Harrison would protect over him, especially after all of the uncertainty around him and Jenna.

"What do you want to know?" he asked. Harrison looked at him.

"Are you telling the truth about the fact that Jenna initiated the kiss? Did you really not kiss her?" he asked. Tom sighed.

"I told the truth, Haz. You know that I would never do that to Y/N, I love her so fucking much." He scoffed, shaking his head. Harrison sighed, eyeing up his best friend for a moment longer.

"Alright, mate. Then yes, you have me back too. But just know that if you ever do something like that to Y/N, I will kill you. I love you, mate, but she's a sister to me. I will protect her from everything." He nodded.

"I know, Haz, and I love you for it." He smiled. Harrison returned, giving his best friend a nod. Tom sighed, returning his gaze back to the girl asleep on his chest.

"It's good to be back." He whispered, gently pressing his lips to her head again.