Lately, for some reason, I've been feeling almost empty. And I have no idea why. Aside from my missing cat, I'm not really feeling upset. Maybe I've been watching too many sad Warriors YouTube videos and reading too many Firestar X Cinderpelt fanfics, I dunno. I read and watch that stuff a lot. Maybe too much. So much that sometimes I can't tell the difference between reality and fiction. These fictional characters fill up my mind almost all the time. It's like an obsession. I find myself wishing so badly that they were real. Is this a problem? Should I be concerned? Still don't know. My friend and I got into a fight yesterday, and we haven't spoken to eachother since then. That might be contributing to this emotion. I'm just not feeling like myself. Still don't know why. Sometimes, it seems like I only have Wattpad to comfort me when everything in my world goes wrong. Does anybody else feel like this? Or am I just a confused preteen girl who doesn't know the difference between fantasy and the real world? Am I just someone who can't decide what she wants? Still don't know. Whatever the case, I'm just glad I can be here. In a way, I'm closer to some of my friends on here than I am with my own blood and flesh. Maybe I'm exaggerating. Still don't know. Well, I really don't know anything at this point. Whatever. Life'll go on. But for some reason, my life seems simple...and yet so complicated. That sound so weird. How can that possibly be. Is anyone understanding what I'm feeling? Still don't know.