i have a best friend right? idk if she still is, but yeah.

we have different political views.. i've never been much of a political person, i've always considered myself neutral until now. my friend on the other hand is quite political and she's of the "opposing side"  ( i dont wanna reveal my position ). 

some backstory, about a month ago i said some shit i shouldn't have, and i apologized. i was stupid and admit it was pretty wrong and mean of me.

it all started a few weeks ago, she made a tik tok saying how people were gonna wear more protective clothing for protests. i commented saying that they shouldn't even be out protesting because of this whole pandemic, and she replied saying "it's for a good cause, if you don't support it, you might be racist" or the like. well, that's just one small disagreement, nothing big. 

things kept happening, people kept telling me to shut up if i wanted to save our friendship, i didn't. she blocked me from her wattpad. 

sorry it's vague. i don't support her ideals, and i expressed my opinions in a rather calm manner, i didn't yell i don't think..

she then commented "[person]2020" on one of my videos,and then made her seperate tik tok asking how mad i would be. idk.

i wasn't mad. just kind of appalled. i said i didn't support a certain movement (i don't support any) and she called me racist for it (on a side note, let me explain why the burning house analogy doesn't work in my case, it doesn't work because i don't care about any houses, i'm not gonna complain if you help the burning house NOR am i going to help". anyways, her older sister blocked me on our means.

i'm not racist for not supporting a movement, because i don't support any movement. i don't believe my race is superior, which is the definition of racism. i believe we are all equal, but honestly, i'm not gonna help put out this burning house because what is one glass of whatever gonna do to help a wildfire?.

idk.no one is probably gonna read this, so just a rant ig.