I honestly have no excuse for not doing but of pure laziness, but I'm here and I'm gonna talk...

Man, it's been 4 years since I started Wattpad and I remember it exactly. My friend itsJELSA convinced me to get Wattpad to read a certain Jelsa book ( If you don't know what Jelsa is, it's Jack Frost ' From the Rise of the Guardians' . and Elsa from..yeahhhh) I downloaded it and just read.

Back then I had this crave for being popular and I thought Wattpad would be my gateway, but mainly because I wanted to be an author at the time and I wanted to show that to the world since one of the reading helper/Teacher prior would urge me to go for a certain short story contest and was sure I was gonna win with my story The rose.

I didn't do it cause I lost the paper and forgot but I continued to write and would show friends of mine. So when I found Wattpad, I was happy and published my book A Dead Rainbow In 6th grade.it's reaallllllyyyyyyy cringy now that I look back it but then I was happy and content.

I unpublished it thought because I know I could do better but I didn't have the heart to delete it so I didn't. 

Then I created Jelsa books to get more followers when I was in 7th ( yes I loved attention, I know) but I wasn't a big fan of it. It was like a meh to me, I also unpublished it because I wanted something to put my heart and soul into. The story line is kindaaa messy but I do love re-reading it from time to time to see how much I've grown.

Then 8th grade hit and for people who I pm a lot know how bad of a year it got. But lets start with the highs, thats when I started watching Pokemon and got into the fandom! Although...I can't remember who my friend friend was though...Hehe

I met so many new friends and made some wonderful WPBFLs. But now for the lows, as I had said before I was extremely suicidal and heavily depressed. It got so bad that I tried committing suicide twice ( as you can tell by me typing this that both ended in vain ).

NightsongxD , Mistyfangirl1 , YouDontKnowShipping , Breezy_Bubbles and Mistyaaml4ever were there for me during that time and I could not be more grateful for them, honest to the Lord almighty.

But it was because of my mental illness that I began to write Teenage War, it was cleaning dishes actually when the thoughts came to me and I decided to start it.

Now look where it is, it's the most popular book I had ever published and my plan was to continue since this book is mainly about love, betrayal and the importance of your mental health and how fast it crash and how slowly it can recover.

Oof, deep right? And all of this was in 8th grade

Back to the other stuff ^^

Heheh, Now I'm saying it now that my all-time fav author on Wattpad is GingerAndy. I fell madly in love with her style of writing and how she portrays Pokeshipping.

So you can imagine when I found out that she had returned from her hiatus how estatic I was. But nothing could compare when I found she followed me. I was all like

It was the day of the solar eclipse, I was watching it with my family and going back and forth between our family computer which was downstairs and watching the live Eclipse which was upstairs.

When I saw that GingerAndy had followed me, honestly I nearly fainted. I jumped around downstairs screaming," GINGERANDY FOLLOWED MEEEEEEE" And continued to jump and run around the house like a madwoman screaming that. Then I collapsed on my bed with a giddy look on my face that didn't wipe off for the rest of the day. XD

This is was the summer of 8th grade, when I decided I needed to reach out more instead of having people try to figure me out and forcefully get me help.

9th grade....Oh what a horrible year in terms of the heart. As some of y'all knew, I dated a boy by the name of Kody. Had a huge crush on him since 8th grade and he had asked me out on my b-day. But I was so afraid of my parents so I said no but I confessed to him that I really liked him as well.

Over the summer though, the rule of dating dissolved in my brain. The more I talked to him the more I fell for him. Thhheeeennn my parents found out ( See kids? This is why If you're secretly dating, DELETE THE EVIDENCE OFF OF YOUR PHONE )

They screamed at me for what seemed like 2 hours and told me never to talk to him again. Buutt what they didn't know was that I told him the time-slot I had for working at our school's open-house.  So when I got there, he came not too long after.

Boooyy if you saw the face my mom was making you'd run for the hills. But luckily enough my Mom had to leave with my siblings ( other than my other sister who I had to watch over ) so that gave me time with him to tell him why I couldn't text him back ( Yeah, got the phone privileges taken away..)

I was just happy to see him again so I didn't care....BOY ShOUld I HaVE caReD!

Now, I'll do my continuation in a different one because I REALLLY don't like when my other post have the near same count as my book...soooooooo Byeeeeeeeee

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