You love to make me laugh every single day and never fail to put a smile on my face. We talk and I get flustered, I can act totally cold sometimes but I'm a Kuudere, that's who I am.

And yet you still accept me, flaws and all. Not caring if I just can't make up my mind about things. You help ease my depression, calm my anxiety and all with a simple hello. Maybe you'll see this, maybe you won't.

You managed to win my heart that was covered in stone from all the time of sadness. I look forward to our chats, they may not mean much to you but they certainly mean the world to me. Yet here I am, writing a confession on my book, wondering if you'll ever see this. The day of love is quickly approaching and I hate that I can't  fully grab the courage to do anything more for you other than maybe imagining giving you a piece of a heart shaped candy while saying Happy Valentines day.

I wish to speak to you but is shut out by my own fears of rejection so I say nothing more. Maybe one day I can look you in the eyes and tell you how I feel without suddenly panicking and moving away, maybe I'll be able to be named the one you love. Maybe if my parents allowed me to date, I could ask if we could have lunch.

But no, for now we remain like this, in a endless cycle of imagination and all the more. But the one thing I ask that will satisfy my heart is that never lose that smile on your beautiful face, that's the thing I look forward to the most out of my day.

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~ Pupsey