Guys, tbh, I'm kinda afraid to go to school today (it's 5 am)

What if I fail a test or did something wrong or forgot something or I'll get detention and stuff?

I'm just really scared right now, and I'm still sorry about everything, but I'm trying to be open to you guys more and here I a taking about how scared I am just for a simple school day.

Well, there's a few stuff you need to know about me...

1) I'm afraid of a lot of things, animals, sickness, getting in trouble, or someone giving me a warning for accidentally doing something wrong.

2) sometimes, I prefer doing something fun before work, or sometimes, I forget to do them at all, especially school work.

3) I'm really paranoid around people, when I'm walking around with my friends, I always try looking back at them and seeing what they're doing. Or whenever my older sister walks around me because she mostly tries pinching, poking or a bit of kicking me. Also around in Wattpad too, I'm just afraid.

And that is all, there's a lot more but I'm afraid of somebody saying something.

Sorry if I'm just blabbering things or typing random things, it's just that I'm really tired or stressed at times and everything.

I'm gonna get ready for school in a few more minutes, wish me luck...