Laughter which was never heard,
Tears that never fell,
Darkness that was heaven sent, feelings never well,

Laughed one day, laughed I so hard,
Laughed at my fate, Laughed at the shards,

Of a future that was broken by my very own hands,
A future no one had ever planned,

Cried one day, cried I pretty bad,
Cried at my pain, cried till it drove me mad,

Mad to the point I started to laugh,
Laughed I so hard, so hard, My heart ached, so hard, Till my throat went dry, Till there was no sound,

I stopped crying ages ago,
Now I laugh a little when no one's around...........