The agony in my mind,
Its turning me blind,
I've grown so numb,
I've forgotten to feel,
I'm broken, empty, shattered, bruised,
When some one shows respect and care it feels almost new to me,
Because this is my fate and this is me,
No one will wipe my tears away,
No one will care when I say,
I want to die, I want to die,
I should talk to someone you say,
Haha looks like you've been led astray,
By the illusion of love and warmth,
I am not, I am not,
I have struggled, I have cried,
For every thing I ever got in life,
Each time something inside me died,
Somewhere lost in life's stride,
I wish for death, I still do, the easy way out,
Because no matter how much I scream and shout,
I have the curse of not having a voice,
I have the curse of not having a choice,
Whatsoever shall come to pass from here,
I do not care, I do not care,
I do not have self esteem, pride or joy of any kind,
I do not have warm arms wrapping around me when I cry,
Hoping is in vain,
I am numb, at this rate I will go insane,
From the pain, Oh, from the pain,
I scream out but in vain,
I have no voice, not the slightest sound,
Now I'm bound,
Standing alone once again in the dark,
On the bridge,
Where there's no one to save me now,
I see death, I embrace my doom,
Close my eyes and feel the air in my hair,
This is it, ah! This is it,
My freedom, eternal freedom,
I am going, isn't this pure bliss,
In a moment I will be dust,
For no one to remember and no one to miss.