I'm not making a poem about my boyfriend leaving me simply because I want to keep the emotions inside. Usually I would want to get the feelings out but not the ones of him leaving. I love him a lot and I don't want the emotions from him leaving, going away too. I want every part of him including his future. If he doesn't come back then I want these emotions for as long as I can hold them. 

I just wish he would come back and let me into whatever he doesn't want me get involved in...