Waglington's doubts and fears
As you may or may not know, I've recently became obsessed over Mianite, specifically Wag's point of view. And today's stream (6/25) gave me inspiration for this. I might even start a book based of this. I don't know, should I? But anyway, Enjoy!
This temple was a bad idea. I had a bad feeling since we came in here. That feeling is growing even worse.
Do the others really accept you?
I'm having doubt in my mind right now. Something I haven't thought of in years. I've suppressed it as long as I could, but this temple just made it burst.
Do you truly fit in? Do you really think your so called friends really think of you as their friend.
Yes they do! Shut up!
My doubt is really laying it on thick. Have these thoughts actually find their way into my mind?
Do you really think anyone loves you, Wag?
Martha loves me!
I want to flip off my doubt. It's really starting to annoy me.
You were just a filler in Steve's absence. She only loves Steve.
Well, I played my part right! She still thinks of me fondly!
She's a goddess, whom may I add has found her lover. She could never love a beast like you!
Point taken....
And besides, how could she love someone that's a slob. Best builder in all of Mianite, worst house! Knows everything, most disorganized wizard ever!
I'm not offended by that in any shape or form. I'll admit, I am lazy, but I get things done.
Whatever helps you sleep at night.
But it's a truth!
Yeah, a truth that's bent to comfort you! Face it, you are the most dysfunctional wizard in the realm! You can't even build an ME system without asking Jordan for help.
I'm not a person to use technology. I'm a person who bends forces.
But what do your friends think of it?
Wag? Oh he's so annoying! He keeps bragging about his so called invincible armor!
Wag isn't one of us, he's just an asset to help us.
We don't really care for Wag. We just use him to get what we want!
Yeah, we only invite him places so he feels the need to help us.
He's so weird.
Nobody likes Wag.
He's such a slob.
I can't believe he is suppose to be a great builder!
See what I mean?
But how do I know that's true?
Believe. Just like you've always done. If it seems realistic, you believe it. One of your many fatal flaws.
No I don't do that!
Remember that time when Jordan said that one small house was safe? You believed him and got turned into a hard drive. You stayed like that for a few hours.
That was one time!
There was also the time where you believed Guard Tom wouldn't harm anyone, even when you knew the killer of his best friend.
But he gave me pie!
Remember when Sonja gave you a pie with drugs in it? You were out for a week.
Fine you win this one!
The top seemed so close.
What if you don't make it?
Shut up!
I concentrate on the ladder. It was so close to the top of whatever this place is.
I narrow my eyes and jump off the platform, barely catching the ladder.
You almost fail!
But I didn't, that's the important part.
But what about you? You're not an important part of the main four. You're just a background character. Just an extra part in this whole thing.
Shut up! I am important!
Keep dreaming. One day, you'll realize your dreams are stupid and how right I was.
I laid down in the bed as soon as I reached the top. Fighting my fears and doubts is hard. Hopefully the others get here soon. They keep me sane sometimes. They sure are an odd bunch, but they are my odd friends.
Welp, that was depressing. But #Worthit. Anyway, hope you enjoyed!
*Disappears into the Shadows*
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