My lovely friends have faded from me.

What happened? Was it something I said? Did I do something?
How can I apologize if I don't know?

I'm all alone it seems..

My head throbs at the thought, as if being my friend was a lie the whole time..

All the things I said about us? How I am grateful to have friends like these.. so that meant nothing?

I take things the wrong way, perhaps it is wrong now?

I'm sorry..

I'm sorry for overthinking..

I'm sorry for being a lost cause..

I'm sorry for making you worry..

I'm sorry if you don't..

I'm sorry if I said something wrong..

Was it all in my head that we were all fine? Or is it the tension and stress that we lost someone?

They left us, it hurts me, it hurts me because they left because of me.

But now, after you've helped me with it, you turn around and act like a piece of shit and expected me to say I'm fine?

Expect me to say that I love you?

Did I change you?

Did I do this?

I thought I knew..

I thought I knew that you hated me.

I thought I knew we were best friends.

I thought I knew we all were best friends..

I guess things change, but why did you change? I can't stand it.

I thought I knew..

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